Written By Lailah
Nov. 15, 2021, 12:48 a.m.(7/25/1016 AR)
It is not terrible.
And I have made some enjoyable acquaintances, though I wonder if it was quite as enjoyable for them as I am not the most social of butterflies; they did not seem to mind and nobody took offense.
I wonder where others like to wander for a contemplative or enjoyable walk, or if they would enjoy someone to join in with them, for a little while. If anyone has any suggestions or would enjoy such a task and finds this journal, it would be interesting to hear from you.
Written By Lailah
March 21, 2021, 1:24 a.m.(2/24/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Keely
Written By Lailah
March 21, 2021, 1:15 a.m.(2/24/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Lyra
Written By Lailah
March 14, 2021, 11:41 a.m.(2/11/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Sina
Date: 10/9/1014 AR
Lady Lailah,
I will be leaving the city for a time, heading to Tremorus to accompany the Seraceni and Pravosi
ships to investigate the rumors of Eurusi attempts to recruit the Shavs there. It seems my
particular presence is needed in this instance. I wished to let you know before my departure, so
that you can be prepared for my extended absence. I hope that you will be able to continue your
work as Magister of the Academy in my absence, and should you have a need for guidance, I have also
informed Legate Bianca of my intention to go, as well as Sir Preston. I suspect I shall return in
one piece. Until then, may the Gods keep you.
In faith and friendship,
Sina
Written By Lailah
March 12, 2021, 6:15 p.m.(2/7/1015 AR)
Relationship Note on Michael
Written By Lailah
March 12, 2021, 2:49 a.m.(2/6/1015 AR)
1. What is are you afraid of?
Failure and rejection. Perhaps that is common.
2. What are your opinions on honor?
Acting the way one wishes to be treated but also in a way that may be considered universally good and in accordance with the Pantheon.
3. What path do you see for yourself?
The path before me is open and yet, seemingly preordained. Both exciting and nerve-racking.
4. You can give one piece of advice who really needs advice to live by...what do you tell them.
Live a life of honor and service to those who matter to you most.
Written By Lailah
May 23, 2017, 9:28 a.m.(7/7/1006 AR)
What seems reasonable today may be thought of poorly in the future. Thralldom is quickly becoming a thing of the past, it's seen far less favorably even in Thrax lands than it has been in previous times. The compact grows every day as the enemies become allies, joining our ranks and swelling our own numbers and strength. An open hand draws in far more than an iron fist, and when in, do we treat Prodigals with trust?
I know the dangers of the abandoned, I grew up hearing horrible stories and I'm not going to suggest that the threat they pose is any less than it once was, but I have misgivings about our plan. Kneel or die isn't a choice, it's holding loyalty hostage. Loyalty earned at the tip of a sword is tainted loyalty, it breeds dissent. Upon this new chapter of history, going forward, I hope to see our numbers grow greater, to see once abandoned become prodigal. They are of us, they are the compact.
So, to bring my first question to bear again, how will history remember you? Will you be seen as a hero, a beacon in the dark, or are you the bully? We must take care to see the waves of change, lest we be swallowed up, and take care that our legacy is one worthy of praise. All of us, together.
Written By Lailah
May 13, 2017, 3:34 p.m.(6/15/1006 AR)
Written By Lailah
May 13, 2017, 3:29 p.m.(6/15/1006 AR)
Military minded individuals should be reminded, you do not have absolute control. You cannot just order somebody around or throw rank where it is meaningless. To throw your rank and weight around makes you look weak, and to make that order of somebody that you hold nothing over makes you look foolish.
Just some observations I've had. For posterity, I'll just include, unless you are a Grayson, Dominus, Archscholar, or my parent, do not presume to tell me what to do. I encourage all to remember this of themselves when given an order by a Noble with a chip on their shoulder. You don't have to listen.
Written By Lailah
April 29, 2017, 5:55 p.m.(5/13/1006 AR)
These three simple words are the words of my house. Of Bisland. On the face it is a simple declaration of martial prowess, but it is so much more than that. Our sigil is a roaring yellow lion, and our home is called Pridehall. My life was spent traveling between my two homes in Pridehall and Arx both. We spent much of our lives in Arx, in service to the crown. Never in all of our history, have we strayed from our sworn duty, to our service to Grayson and the compact.
Pridehall, so named for a family of lions, as is our sigil, is more than about pride, or power. It is a symbol of devotion, of loyalty to our allies and family. It represents all that we hold dear. More than the glory of battle, more than our might, we hold ourselves loyal to the crown, to Grayson, and to each other. My family is the most important thing to me, and I would throw that away for nothing, not for money, power, or love.
I've had to do some reflection on love in these last few days. Some say that they would do anything for their love, and I believe most mean it to a degree, but there is always the line that one has, that they must choose to betray themselves, or their heart. Hearts are foolish and care nothing for fealty, of loyalty or oaths taken over centuries. If there is one thing about me that is unwavering, and non negotiable it is my devotion to my family, the crown, and the compact. I will not let any insult to the integrity of my honor stand. I will not listen to my family belittled and disrespected, and I will not stand behind any that would even suggest that the enemies of Grayson are not their own enemies.
Bisland is a proud house. We win glory, and we stand behind the crown, and all the sons and daughters stand united, as loyal and unbreaking as any. If there are any left that would take my hand, know this: I am a Bisland by blood and virtue until the day of my death, no matter my name. An insult to my family, is an insult to me. I am loyal to Grayson and the crown. Their wars are my wars, period. They should also be yours. My loyalty is not for sale, and there is nothing you can offer that will change this. Not for money, not for power rank or title, and certainly not for something as ephemeral as romantic love.
Written By Lailah
April 1, 2017, 10:10 a.m.(3/11/1006 AR)
I'll also say that while I am happy that my Aunt Ann has finally returned to Arx, I do wish it hadn't been under these conditions. I hope the siege is ended soon, and normal life can resume. I have so many plans to make.
Written By Lailah
March 11, 2017, 1:31 a.m.(1/25/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Asger
So, why is it that I cannot stop thinking of him, and when he requests my company, I am so quick to accept? Why do I enjoy his company when he is so contrary to everything that I've ever surrounded myself with? His diversions from my normal duties have become a regular routine to break up the ordinarily heavy days. A little bit of levity goes a long way, and I truly need that in my life right now.
Although from a practical standpoint, he is a militarily conscious man, and one whom I enjoy the company of. If I must change my plans for my future, he could be a most welcome part of my future.
Written By Lailah
March 8, 2017, 9:23 a.m.(1/19/1006 AR)
Written By Lailah
March 7, 2017, 3:47 a.m.(1/17/1006 AR)
My thoughts on the matter are uncharacteristically scattered. Clouded by so many conflicting emotions, and desires. I do not wish for my family to feel as if I'm abandoning them, but I know that the day is swiftly approaching. If it does not come, I know not what I will do with myself. If I must remain 1 year or 20, I will see to it that before my death, I will take my vows. I can only hope that I am seen as worthy in time.
Written By Lailah
Feb. 26, 2017, 11:57 p.m.(1/1/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Cybele
Written By Lailah
Feb. 26, 2017, 11:44 p.m.(1/1/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Aislin
Written By Lailah
Feb. 19, 2017, 2:33 p.m.(12/14/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sparte
Written By Lailah
Feb. 19, 2017, 2:26 p.m.(12/14/1005 AR)
I am always available to be reached by messenger should anybody need help, just don't waste my time.
Written By Lailah
Feb. 5, 2017, 6:48 p.m.(11/10/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Michael
Written By Lailah
Feb. 5, 2017, 6:38 p.m.(11/10/1005 AR)
As for the business. Dominus Fawkuhl accused of murdering the Grand Duchess Esera Velenosa? The disappearance of Duke Leo Fidante and Princess Dawn Grayson? A convocation being called for the first time in a century? I don't know what to expect next, but I hope it's a resolution to all that has been plaguing the city.
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