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Written By Jan

Feb. 18, 2024, 9:35 p.m.(10/7/1021 AR)

I know eventually I'll get tired of the quite-but it hasn't happened yet.

Written By Jan

Feb. 18, 2024, 9:34 p.m.(10/7/1021 AR)

I broke the good news. Gods willing things will remain quiet while everyone rebuilds and I can eat my fill and devise a way to best my amazing husband at stones. I haven't heard from Ian or Wash, and I can't help but to worry.

Written By Jan

Feb. 11, 2024, 9:58 p.m.(9/21/1021 AR)

I married into the right house. So much citrusy goodness.

Written By Jan

Feb. 11, 2024, 9:58 p.m.(9/21/1021 AR)

It is nice to have plenty to lend my hands to without anyone dying this time around.

Written By Jan

Jan. 28, 2024, 10:30 p.m.(8/21/1021 AR)

The fight was was so much more challenging that the battle at lenosia. I wonder if I can serve my new house effectively with a sword if that is all I wield.

Written By Jan

Jan. 28, 2024, 10:15 p.m.(8/21/1021 AR)

This is the most insane I've ever seen. Many times over. The city stands strong still

Written By Jan

Jan. 15, 2024, 11:01 a.m.(7/22/1021 AR)

To sort out any confusion on expanding my vocabulary. It is to succinctly sum up the present catastrophic situation as 'fucked' doesn't seem adequate, does it? Fear not, if ever there was an occasion I was born for it was to find the right profanity for this occasion.

Written By Jan

Jan. 14, 2024, 10:36 p.m.(7/21/1021 AR)

Somehow words fail me. I will find the right word for the occasion, fear not.

Written By Jan

Jan. 14, 2024, 10:08 p.m.(7/21/1021 AR)

Well, at least I needn't fret trivial matters anymore.

Written By Jan

Jan. 7, 2024, 9:58 p.m.(7/7/1021 AR)

I must say that marriage still agrees with me. We shall see if that is still the case when eventually that includes motherhood

Written By Jan

Dec. 31, 2023, 10:20 p.m.(6/21/1021 AR)

There is so much going on it's hard to know fact from gossip

Written By Jan

Dec. 24, 2023, 10:45 p.m.(6/7/1021 AR)

sounds as if there will be more work to come.

Written By Jan

Dec. 19, 2023, 11:16 p.m.(5/25/1021 AR)

I am blessed and humbled to have the respect and favor of so many. I don't even have the singing voice of Sir Jeffeth or the nimbleness of Caspian but I couldn't want for better company.

Written By Jan

Dec. 19, 2023, 9:30 p.m.(5/25/1021 AR)

I was so excited for the encampment. Camps are the one of the few places I felt as if I belonged because gods know I never belonged when I was home. Yes, war is a bad thing but camps are familiar. Routines are familiar. The work of keeping them running and the soldiers meaningfully occupied. Or. They were. No longer.

It seems with all that's afoot I am once more out of place. Shut up, mind your place, blah, blah, blah. I have always been shit at knowing my place and it's no surprise that I once again fail to become a piece of the scenery when it's appropriate. Appropriate and I have never really been on speaking terms.

Fortunately I still know what those placed under my command need from me. What the compact needs from us all. That is all that matters and that is what I will deliver.

Written By Jan

Dec. 17, 2023, 10:23 p.m.(5/21/1021 AR)

It seems just a little too convenient

Written By Jan

Dec. 6, 2023, 7:19 p.m.(4/27/1021 AR)

I thought the giddiness would ebb after the wedding. I was wrong. It's gotten worse. For those of you I am about to annoy being ridiculously happy-I apologize for nothing.

Written By Jan

Dec. 3, 2023, 10:06 p.m.(4/21/1021 AR)

At what point does being patient turn into becoming a sucker?

Written By Jan

Nov. 26, 2023, 10:06 p.m.(4/7/1021 AR)

I was damn proud of who I was. What I accomplished. For most of my life anyway. I don't know when that stopped being true and I am not really sure what to do about it now.

Written By Jan

Nov. 26, 2023, 10:05 p.m.(4/7/1021 AR)

I miss my family but I don't miss the isles. EXCEPT when someone wrongs me or or a friend. At least there I know exactly how to deal with it.

Written By Jan

Nov. 25, 2023, 1:42 a.m.(4/3/1021 AR)

I am so fucking lucky. It feels criminal to be as lucky as I have been.

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