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Written By Gideon

Oct. 7, 2017, 6:40 p.m.(5/10/1007 AR)

Today the sky went dark gor nearly an hour, during which, my son Bjorn was born. I hope that it has nothing to do with him, but what if it's a good thing? And I fear it might have been bad.

Written By Gideon

Sept. 24, 2017, 5:17 a.m.(4/9/1007 AR)

I feel it pulling on me lately, again I wake at night, the same dream. Those twisted words roll around in my head, how many times had I heard them? How much pain did it cause? I feel I must write, these scars prove my mortality as well as my resilience. Every moment fills me with fear that it could be my last. My friend was attacked, sweet Titania, why would anyone hurt that poor child? I got so angry that it took me again, in front of her, I seen the fear it caused. Harald and Margot gave me new pieces of armor, and though they will better my survivability, it scares me. It is the embodiment of the monster that lies beneath. A creature with one eye, soaked in blood. Never have they asked for details on what happened to me in the first place, perhaps it's better that way. I had my reasons, but some would never forgive those sins, the gods will not. Perhaps my wife, or unborn child. I do not want him to see it, that twisted part, the one buried far below. When I put on that one eyed helmet, it slips away, ever so slightly, as if putting a mask on the part of me I don't want. I'll need it in battle, the coming days need warriors more than sad men. Harald, Tiana, I think I even slipped a little in a soar some time ago, the looks that the others there had, they seen it. Gods, surely you hate me, but I need your strength. Victoria needs a sane uncle, Merida a husband, and few a friend. My child needs a father, but you know I cannot escape mine. We are all bound to our blood. Forgive me Margot for who I've become, and what I will do. A doting uncle will not win the wars to come. A crimson son of Donrai will.

Written By Gideon

April 28, 2017, 1:57 p.m.(5/11/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Merida

Most impressive and lovely woman I've ever met.

Written By Gideon

April 28, 2017, 1:55 p.m.(5/11/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Margot

Childhood friend, wife to nephew. To protect.

Written By Gideon

April 28, 2017, 1:52 p.m.(5/11/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Donella

Niece and voice, highly respected. To Protect.

Written By Gideon

April 28, 2017, 1:51 p.m.(5/11/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Dagon

Older Nephew, to protect.

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