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Written By Gailin

March 20, 2019, 2:55 a.m.(10/9/1010 AR)

Well so much to say here as another blow has hit those I care deeply for. The late Ford Kennex's passing is hard to bear so soon after the passing of my late wife Countess Titania Fireviper Nee Kennex. Ford and I had a rocky start but it smoothed out relatively quickly. After Titania's untimely passing he remained a loyal and true friend becoming like a brother to me,always there when I needed to speak about it or even when I just needed a drink with friendly company. He never stopped viewing me as family as some might after the person who bonded them as family passes but rather brought me closer. For this I have always been and will always remain grateful.

Ford my good friend my brother you will be missed and the Winds of Change are ever at our backs so we may rise From The Ashes.

Written By Gailin

March 20, 2019, 1:46 a.m.(10/9/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Titania

My late wife the sea took you from me but you will always have a piece of my heart.

Written By Gailin

Oct. 13, 2018, 11:24 p.m.(10/11/1009 AR)

Its been a long time since I've written and a lot has gone on. I lost my beloved wife the late Countess Titania, the woman I loved more than any other. Ive been in mourning for a long time, and am now due to reflection and my knowledge of whom my wife was I know its time to get back out into the public eye. To go out and eat drink and be merry, as shed not want me to keep mourning her death, and she wouldnt want me to keep blaming myself for it. So no matter what anyone thinks, or says about it Im going to start getting out and having drinks and laughs and further myself and my house as my lovely late wife would have wanted.

Written By Gailin

April 2, 2018, 7:41 p.m.(6/24/1008 AR)

Marriage, and an heir on the way. War and the fear of losing all that I hold dear running rampant through my mind. My sister running off to do her own thing, and my brothers helping when they can and with what they can. At least I have my love, my wife my Countess, my world, my universe, my everything. Titania keeps me grounded and reminds me of who I am and I love her for it.

Written By Gailin

June 4, 2017, 3:21 p.m.(8/4/1006 AR)

Well the days have flown by since Ive been here and Im not sure how I feel about a lot of it. My life the way things have been its ok but I cant help but think that Im just meant for something more.Who knows what each passing day might bring me just all I know is all I need to know and that is I must defend my family my house and my honor. This is my duty my task, and if I can have fun along the way Ill do so.

Written By Gailin

May 21, 2017, 12:57 a.m.(7/2/1006 AR)

The drink seems to be a good friend these past few days and nights. Forgive Gods for my recent temper flare ups, and my lashing out at those I care about and my anger at the world as a whole. I hope to find my peace and solace as the days move forward, I pray to Gloria that people see my honor still in tact. This place is different from what Im used to but Im sure that I will get used to it adapt and learn the societal ways here.

Written By Gailin

May 20, 2017, 5:45 a.m.(7/1/1006 AR)

The demons of my past seem to come back and haunt me each night. The bodies of men and women who fought bled and died in front,beside and behind me. Im having trouble keeping them at bay these nights. I wish there was some sort of cure for these nightmares and visions.

Written By Gailin

May 11, 2017, 1:42 a.m.(6/10/1006 AR)

Not sure when or why things became so complicated, though these days they seem to be getting more so with each passing minute. When ones skills are solely in martial combat and strategy and tactics how do you put yourself to use in other ways? How do you feel of use in any other way than defense of your house and kin? I know these things are important I just wish I had other skills.

Written By Gailin

May 5, 2017, 7:06 p.m.(5/27/1006 AR)

Ive been in Arx for a few days now, Ive met some nice folks and am still figuring this place out. Im not sure how much help Ill be but I promise this oath to myself, Ill help in this siege or give up my own life honorably in the effort. For at the end of our lives were not remember for who we are but our deeds and honor.

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