Written By Desiree
Sept. 30, 2023, 9:16 p.m.(8/19/1020 AR)
The return to the city of Arx is always one that is met with enthusiasm and excitement. However, this time has been different. There is a lot of buzz and news that does not rest easy on the soul. Now is a time to get our affairs in order. It will not be the easy and carefree return I was anticipating. Then again, who am I kidding? It has never been easy or carefree.
Written By Desiree
Oct. 18, 2022, 1:04 a.m.(8/2/1018 AR)
What is this phenomenon of GRAY hair? I've never seen such a thing in my life but now my curiosity is piqued. I might have to investigate this further.
Written By Desiree
Aug. 8, 2022, 12:29 p.m.(3/1/1018 AR)
I must scold myself for being so wrapped up in the current events that I have not given myself proper time to visit with Vellichor and make use of these journals. There is so much importance to keeping such a tradition that stretches beyond the mundane. It matters not if my writings be of simple things such as how I spent my day or a conversation I had with my sister about how we would like to add more fragrant herbs to our dishes. It matters because at one time we lost all of these little nuances and the history of our existence was myth and only slowly trickled back into consciousness little by little.
There is so much happening around me presently, so much bleakness and darkness, but I do not wish to focus on those things. It is Winter now. I understand many do not enjoy the cold, but there is something pure and cleansing to the soul during this time. It feels quiet and calm, serene even. The night sky is often so clear one can see straight into the heavens, where the twinkling of stars seems almost hypnotizing. Once the cold reaches the bones, retreating indoors to sit by the fire with a cup of cocoa, wrapped in layers of fur blankets is the most soothing sensation. It is comforting and safe. It is a moment of peace seldom felt.
There is so much happening around me presently, so much bleakness and darkness, but I do not wish to focus on those things. It is Winter now. I understand many do not enjoy the cold, but there is something pure and cleansing to the soul during this time. It feels quiet and calm, serene even. The night sky is often so clear one can see straight into the heavens, where the twinkling of stars seems almost hypnotizing. Once the cold reaches the bones, retreating indoors to sit by the fire with a cup of cocoa, wrapped in layers of fur blankets is the most soothing sensation. It is comforting and safe. It is a moment of peace seldom felt.
Written By Desiree
July 10, 2022, 8:09 p.m.(12/25/1017 AR)
There have been these little silver linings in my life as of late. They offer respite from reality. I've not made this journal official, not yet anyhow, but I am smitten and very much taken by this which has brought a ray of light into my life.
Written By Desiree
July 10, 2022, 7:39 p.m.(12/25/1017 AR)
This has been an incredibly productive week. I have met with so many people who reached out to me regarding my inquiry for an arborist. I was truly surprised by how many in the city had this specific knowledge. I suppose I now have some of this knowledge as well. There is still so much to learn. My mind is open and I am ready to accept as much information as is deemed possible for my mind. In truth, there were so many dossiers crossing my desk I had to schedule myself personal breaks. Now that I have rested, I am prepared for a new week.
Written By Desiree
June 26, 2022, 9:46 p.m.(11/25/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Oswyn
I am ever so grateful for Archlechtor Oswyn. When my mind becomes overwhelmed, he can make sense of the mess. I am fortunate to consider him a mentor. I am not certain is knows this yet. Perhaps I will tell him the next time we sit down for a game of stones.
Written By Desiree
June 26, 2022, 9:43 p.m.(11/25/1017 AR)
It felt as though I were holding my breath for days when I finally received word from my loved ones they had survived the battle and were recovering. It is only the beginning and there will be more moments where I find myself holding my breath. But I know there are still many more moments to be had where I am left breathless rather than overcome with worry. It is to those days where I lay my focus and attention.
Written By Desiree
June 17, 2022, 2:58 p.m.(11/6/1017 AR)
There has been much self growth this year and I feel quite proud of all that I have accomplished so far. In many ways, it is as though I am finding my own voice while also being my sister's Voice for House Wyrmguard. Truly, I felt honored when such a title and position was bestowed upon me. Dominique is a level headed Marquessa. We could not be more different if we tried. I always assumed the fiery nature which burns within me, the side of me that enjoys to toe the line, would be what most based their opinions of me. My sister has a way of looking beyond the surface and I admire her for that.
With great power comes great responsibility. I have promised to ensure Wyrmguard's reputation. I often consider "What Would Dominique Do" in situations that are beyond the scope of my experience. Every day is a new opportunity to learn and grow and I intend on taking full and complete advantage of this.
One of my lady's maids came to me with news (gossip) from Blancbier that suggested I was a trending topic of conversation for my seemingly and surprising influence pertaining to Wyrmguard matters. Word has it my clout has increased exponentially. Well, if that is not something to be impressed by, I do not know what is! Oh, I have put in much work in my studies these last few months. It is so lovely to hear such positive responses. Truly heartwarming and humbling.
With great power comes great responsibility. I have promised to ensure Wyrmguard's reputation. I often consider "What Would Dominique Do" in situations that are beyond the scope of my experience. Every day is a new opportunity to learn and grow and I intend on taking full and complete advantage of this.
One of my lady's maids came to me with news (gossip) from Blancbier that suggested I was a trending topic of conversation for my seemingly and surprising influence pertaining to Wyrmguard matters. Word has it my clout has increased exponentially. Well, if that is not something to be impressed by, I do not know what is! Oh, I have put in much work in my studies these last few months. It is so lovely to hear such positive responses. Truly heartwarming and humbling.
Written By Desiree
June 12, 2022, 2:32 p.m.(10/24/1017 AR)
There's been something of a challenge when attempting to find myself a patron in Arx. I was hoping to find myself under the patronage of someone who was different than myself, someone who could really use my particular brand of je ne sais quois. But this was something of a flop and failed attempt. It is perhaps those who could use my connections and clout are too shy or introverted and are not coming forward to speak with me. Of course this is okay and I do not fault anyone for feeling intimidated. I have been told I have something of a big personality. I am still hopeful though that soon I will find myself a patron from whom I can learn and who can find me useful. Fingers crossed!
Written By Desiree
June 12, 2022, 2:21 p.m.(10/24/1017 AR)
I have only come to realize that this was a particularly busy week! I have also realized I enjoy being busy. I met with my cousin Drake's wife, the Countess-Consort of Highhill, Thea Wyrvenheart. She stopped by the estate looking very much with child, which surprised me because that is how long it has been since we last spent time together, unless she is a master of concealment, I had no idea they were expecting their second child. It was a lovely visit and I am very happy to hear they are expending their family. It certainly made me think more about wanting to learn more about the Wyrmguard history.
I finally acquired a small animal retainer. He is the cutest though I find him to be a bit aloof. Sir Philip has been causing something of a stir inside the Estate. We will have to have some special housing made for him.
I also baked. But that is a story best not told here.
I finally acquired a small animal retainer. He is the cutest though I find him to be a bit aloof. Sir Philip has been causing something of a stir inside the Estate. We will have to have some special housing made for him.
I also baked. But that is a story best not told here.
Written By Desiree
June 6, 2022, 1:11 p.m.(10/12/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Aethan
The pinnacle of praise is poetry. However, this haiku is hypnotic. You are a legendary linguist and wordsmith warrior. It speaks highly of one who indulges me intellectually.
Written By Desiree
June 5, 2022, 10:18 p.m.(10/11/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Savio
Coq au vin, of course! The Wyrmguard cooks prepare the most *chef's kiss* succulent coq au vin. I will have to throw a dinner party so you might sample for yourself.
Written By Desiree
June 2, 2022, 11:28 p.m.(10/5/1017 AR)
So delighted am I to receive so many wonderful messengers upon my door. Each of which has been properly addressed to ME and not some other D. Wyrmguard.
One in particular surprisingly stole my attention. A jaunty little cock with a bell. It was the bell that drew my attention away from other matters if I am being honest. I generally am not so easily swayed by a cock. They are all the same. A bit arrogant. Somewhat gamey. I am much more in favor of succulent hen with thick and juicy breasts. Makes for a robust coq au vin. At least that is what my cooks say.
But I do look forward to meeting with Master Zakhar. I hope he does not find my request too outlandish.
One in particular surprisingly stole my attention. A jaunty little cock with a bell. It was the bell that drew my attention away from other matters if I am being honest. I generally am not so easily swayed by a cock. They are all the same. A bit arrogant. Somewhat gamey. I am much more in favor of succulent hen with thick and juicy breasts. Makes for a robust coq au vin. At least that is what my cooks say.
But I do look forward to meeting with Master Zakhar. I hope he does not find my request too outlandish.
Written By Desiree
June 2, 2022, 11:22 p.m.(10/5/1017 AR)
There are plans! The plans are afoot!
After a successful meeting with Archscholar Oswyn, I decided to pursue a little side-venture and begin properly documenting Wyrmguard history. Yes, I, Desiree Wyrmguard, Duchess of Danishes, as I have affectionately been recently referred to, will also be Desiree Wyrmguard, Ancestral Archivist. The idea came to me one evening when Richard and I convened in the family library and began exchanging stories. Much to our dismay, our knowledge was brief and lacked substance. Surely this was a mistake. House Wyrmguard is one of the oldest houses in the Oathlands. Our archives should be bursting at the seams much like my corsets after an indulgent evening. Now with Reigna's passing, I almost feel it is necessary to begin this journey. I know I will not be alone on this path and very much look forward to coaxing my kin for assistance.
After a successful meeting with Archscholar Oswyn, I decided to pursue a little side-venture and begin properly documenting Wyrmguard history. Yes, I, Desiree Wyrmguard, Duchess of Danishes, as I have affectionately been recently referred to, will also be Desiree Wyrmguard, Ancestral Archivist. The idea came to me one evening when Richard and I convened in the family library and began exchanging stories. Much to our dismay, our knowledge was brief and lacked substance. Surely this was a mistake. House Wyrmguard is one of the oldest houses in the Oathlands. Our archives should be bursting at the seams much like my corsets after an indulgent evening. Now with Reigna's passing, I almost feel it is necessary to begin this journey. I know I will not be alone on this path and very much look forward to coaxing my kin for assistance.
Written By Desiree
June 1, 2022, 5:14 p.m.(10/2/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Reigna
There is not much that I can say other than I am completely saddened by your loss. You led an extraordinary life and were something to look up to and emulate. I certainly looked up to you, but we all know I cannot hold a candle to your healing flame. May you be cared for in Lagoma's embrace and under the guidance of the Queen of Endings to be returned to us upon new beginnings.
Not All Dragons Slumber.
Not All Dragons Slumber.
Written By Desiree
March 20, 2022, 9:35 p.m.(4/25/1017 AR)
The recent Gauntlet event hosted by Princess Terese and my brilliant cousin, Duchess Isabeau, has inspired me to set aside some of my current studies in favor of martial training. I expect this to go as precisely as I imagine it will go.... a long, hard, arduous journey.
Written By Desiree
March 19, 2022, 11:35 p.m.(4/23/1017 AR)
Relationship Note on Corrigan
I was asking in earnest. Truly. I was young. What did I know?
Written By Desiree
March 18, 2022, 7:26 p.m.(4/21/1017 AR)
All of this talk of love has triggered me with flashbacks to the first time ever a nobleman professed his undying love for me. I remember the day as clearly as it were yesterday. My parents wished for a political alliance with their family, an old noble house of excellent standing from the Crownlands. They came to stay with us in Blancbier for what seemed like an extended period of time and they were certainly there to discuss a potential marriage between Dominique or possibly Damon (It was definitely -not- for me).
They were a lovely family and I quite enjoyed making their acquaintances, but one evening, out of no where, I was approached by one of the young noblemen. He decided it would be prudent to proclaim in front of our siblings, cousins, and peers, that he has found himself completely and utterly taken by me during the time of their stay that he had fallen irrevocably in love with me.
My reply?
"What is love?"
To which he said - "What is love? Lady, thou wounds my heart!"
They were a lovely family and I quite enjoyed making their acquaintances, but one evening, out of no where, I was approached by one of the young noblemen. He decided it would be prudent to proclaim in front of our siblings, cousins, and peers, that he has found himself completely and utterly taken by me during the time of their stay that he had fallen irrevocably in love with me.
My reply?
"What is love?"
To which he said - "What is love? Lady, thou wounds my heart!"
Written By Desiree
Nov. 28, 2021, 11:08 p.m.(8/25/1016 AR)
It has crossed my mind recently that I do not think I've told those close to me how thankful I am to have them in my life. I will certainly have to do this in person but would like to have these words documented.
First of all there is Dominique. I do not know many older sisters who are fearless and compassionate. To say Dominique goes into her projects passionately is an understatement. I always looked up to her when we were growing up and knew then as I know now that Wyrmguard is in capable hands. I still look up to her and always will.
My brother Damon, you are missed but I am thankful for the time we had together growing up in Blancibier. It was you who inspired my love of literature and often times when you didn't wish to be pestered by your little sister, I would hide away while you read aloud to your imaginary friends. I cherish the times you would read to me and I think of you when I tell grand tales to Dominique's children.
My cousin Sorrel, I thank you for your friendship, for always being a voice of reason and never thinking any question I have is too silly.
There are so many others still, my cousins Drake, Richard, and Kiera.... the list goes on and on.
First of all there is Dominique. I do not know many older sisters who are fearless and compassionate. To say Dominique goes into her projects passionately is an understatement. I always looked up to her when we were growing up and knew then as I know now that Wyrmguard is in capable hands. I still look up to her and always will.
My brother Damon, you are missed but I am thankful for the time we had together growing up in Blancibier. It was you who inspired my love of literature and often times when you didn't wish to be pestered by your little sister, I would hide away while you read aloud to your imaginary friends. I cherish the times you would read to me and I think of you when I tell grand tales to Dominique's children.
My cousin Sorrel, I thank you for your friendship, for always being a voice of reason and never thinking any question I have is too silly.
There are so many others still, my cousins Drake, Richard, and Kiera.... the list goes on and on.
Written By Desiree
Sept. 26, 2021, 2:54 p.m.(4/11/1016 AR)
Relationship Note on Gawain
So, it was not the best idea to climb upon the snowy rooftop of the Blanchard house to gaze upon the heavens. It is a good thing the snow has thawed. Perhaps a redo is in our stars.
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