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Written By Auda

April 23, 2023, 10:11 p.m.(9/8/1019 AR)

I don't have any family, so in the event of my untimely demise? Duchess Evelynn Helianthus gets to look at my Black journals and decide what to do with them.

I suggest bringing libations when you do, Duchess.

Written By Auda

April 23, 2023, 8:37 p.m.(9/8/1019 AR)

I've gotten the most beautiful pieces of amethyst recently. I've been keeping them in the back room, to admire while I work. I should probably try selling them, though.

Written By Auda

April 16, 2023, 9:46 p.m.(8/22/1019 AR)

It's nearly mulled wine season, which is probably my favourite season.

..I wonder if anyone would buy my mulling spice blend, if I put some in the shop? How have I never thought of this before?

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April 2, 2023, 9:10 a.m.(7/21/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Tanith

I'm glad so many of her cookies are shaped like skulls and bones.


They'll be the death of me.

Written By Auda

March 26, 2023, 10:51 p.m.(7/8/1019 AR)

Relationship Note on Enyo

Apparently we're going on an adventure! What would I have done with myself if you'd never come back to me?

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March 26, 2023, 10:12 p.m.(7/8/1019 AR)

Sometimes, I think I've gotten to where I am on my ability to listen alone.

When I was younger, knowing who was in charge, or who not to piss off.. That was everything. Fucking up had consequences-- and in the Lowers, so many consequences are life or death. Not getting paid can murder someone as easily as a knife.

Now, it's useful in other ways. I'm still good at picking out the big fish, and I still listen to what they say-- or don't say. Who they defer to, who they respect. I don't have to like it, or like them. I just have to navigate towards my own ends.

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March 19, 2023, 10:04 p.m.(6/22/1019 AR)

It's a shame about the orchids, but perhaps now there'll be more room in Arx's gardens for wildflowers and more decorative species.

Written By Auda

June 5, 2022, 6:48 p.m.(10/11/1017 AR)

...apple pie moonshine sounds like a great endeavor, doesn't it, Scholar?

Written By Auda

June 5, 2022, 6:47 p.m.(10/11/1017 AR)

Gods, I love a good secret.

Written By Auda

Feb. 12, 2022, 11:58 a.m.(2/8/1017 AR)

I have two perfume commissions, Scholar, and they couldn't be more different. They also couldn't be more.. hilarious, really. I never thought I'd be asked for these particular scents.

Written By Auda

Feb. 8, 2022, 12:15 p.m.(1/28/1017 AR)

There's little that compares with the rush of a successful opening night-- and less that compares with the afterparty.

Written By Auda

Dec. 12, 2021, 10:11 p.m.(9/25/1016 AR)

Did you know, Scholar, that some people actually come here every day and write journals?


..Oh, of course you would.

Written By Auda

Nov. 19, 2021, 12:30 p.m.(8/6/1016 AR)

I didn't win any of the competitions, sadly, but Saikland's wine festival was pretty fun, all in all. Particularly all the tasting. I haven't found one to compete with Lenosian Red as my favourite, but there were some good alternatives.

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Aug. 19, 2021, 6:16 p.m.(1/19/1016 AR)

...I think at this point, I've cleaned out Tanith's bakery twice now. Everything is so good, and I just haven't been able to resist! Maybe it would be easier if I wasn't right next door.

Or if I weren't so hungry lately, I suppose.

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Aug. 13, 2021, 6:36 p.m.(1/7/1016 AR)

It feels so strange not to be worried about someone else's books. I've worked for House de Lire for.. years, now.

Still, every chapter has an end. Some get revisited. For now, I'm excited to be able to focus my attention a little more.

Written By Auda

Aug. 10, 2021, 11:01 a.m.(12/28/1015 AR)

It's mulled wine season! Is there anything better than sitting by a window, wrapped in a blanket and drinking mulled wine?!

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Aug. 1, 2021, 11:51 a.m.(12/10/1015 AR)

Every time I go for a walk, I notice new flowers around the city. It's the little things, truly.

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July 4, 2021, 1:34 p.m.(10/11/1015 AR)

I bought a new dress-- yes, a dress! and slippers for the Masquerade the other night, and promptly lost the slippers. I heard a New Moon had wandered off with them?

I'm sure my regular boots will look fine with the dress, next time I have occasion to wear it.

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July 1, 2021, 9:58 a.m.(10/4/1015 AR)

..they rubbed roses on some leather that's too thin to offer protection?

Silks will do anything for something new, won't they.

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June 20, 2021, 4:47 p.m.(9/11/1015 AR)

I miss the rain.

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