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Written By Athaur

July 13, 2022, 11:05 p.m.(1/3/1018 AR)

My siblings are truly caring, to put up with my mad whims.

Written By Athaur

March 20, 2022, 6:17 p.m.(4/25/1017 AR)

I continue to be concerned over the publics general ambivalence over the danger of horses

Written By Athaur

Dec. 30, 2020, 3:53 a.m.(8/27/1014 AR)

I have long been away from Arx, tending to my people and my lands as a Marquis should do. Especially in times of strife. But with war fast approaching I had best return to the city. I wonder what things have changed

Written By Athaur

Feb. 14, 2020, 12:02 a.m.(10.069706101190476/4.9035416666666665/1012.7558088417659 AR)

Relationship Note on Sebastian

So. I see that we shall once again face each other in noble conflict. I have prepared myself for whatever havoc you intend to unleash.

You will not be so successful this time.

Written By Athaur

Dec. 8, 2019, 6:23 p.m.(5/5/1012 AR)

My family grows in Arx. More and more filter to the city from Riva. I know our home is crowded, suffering the growing pains of springing up in so short a time and struggling to contain all the humanity that resides there.

But, I think my choice is becoming an accepted one. I know it was the best one to make. But I am pleased to see that others are open to realizing it as well.

Written By Athaur

Aug. 17, 2019, 9:34 a.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

I can not speak for all Prodigals, nor can I speak for all Shav'avrani. I do feel kinship with them all, since I too am a Prodigal and have lived my life as a Shav'avrani. But what I can do is speak for my people, as the Count of Riva and the Chief of the Rivenshari.

We are neither better nor worse then any other member of The Compact. To say otherwise is deeply insulting. We are our own people with our faults and strengths just as any of you. But deep down we are just people. We have our own culture and families that spread as far back as we can remember. Our own history. We have done great things and we have done terrible things.

We seek just one thing, to be treated as equals.

Yes, we have our differences that may be unsettling. That some may point to as our unwillingness to 'assimilate to the Compact and it's ways. I would argue that each House has it's own traditions and practices that make them unique. Just because ours are not what you are used too does not mean that we are not dedicated to you, Our new friends and allies.

And we are dedicated. We have made this commitment to the Compact. We have embraced you and strive to help. We have worked, celebrated, and even died for you.

Embrace us as we have embraced you

Written By Athaur

Aug. 15, 2019, 5:08 a.m.(8/25/1011 AR)

I can assure you that I have known Abandoned who have lied. Frequently and with great skill. Not any that I call friends though. Certainly not!

Written By Athaur

Aug. 11, 2019, 2:45 a.m.(8/17/1011 AR)

There has been a lot of discussion on the Compact of late and how it should deal with it's neighbors. Lots of words thrown around like culture, adapting, and Right.

The claim is that Arvum belongs to the Compact by right. By right of conquest? Most certainly. Anything further then that I am unaware of. But if we are claiming right to this land by conquest it does not give us much of a moral high ground. It seems that many seek that the other people that live here either submit or be destroyed. When the choice comes between something or death, I can assure you that it is not much of a choice. Would you feel like you were offered a choice if the other option was to watch you, your family, those you were responsible for perish?

Because the Abandoned and The Shav's are people. They believe differently then you, yes. But they are no less human beings. They live in homes. They care for their families. They wish to grow and prosper as you do. Some of them have traditions and families stretching as far back into history as your own. To view them as somehow less then you is a mistake and will only sow more discord among those people, and those of us who have joined the Compact.

Written By Athaur

Aug. 9, 2019, 10:33 p.m.(8/15/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Elloise

No, you may not.

We are not savages, noble or otherwise. We are human beings with out own cultures and own beliefs. We are certainly far more well-mannered then many in this city that call themselves Peers.

Perhaps you should spend more time around people and less around books?

Written By Athaur

July 25, 2019, 3:18 a.m.(7/11/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Rinel

We did bend the knee to the Compact. I did what I thought was best for my people. But I still have some feelings for my fellows who have not done so yet. Receiving a choice of 'Submit or Die' is never an enjoyable choice to receive. The fact that so many seem perfectly accepting of that fact is something that concerns me.

Written By Athaur

July 23, 2019, 6:33 a.m.(7/7/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Rinel

Well this is just marvelous. A perusal of the whites shows that my People are backwards and the only way that we can be 'saved' is subjugation or death. Wonderful. Fabulous. It is to be expected of course. I am aware that the Abandonded, The Shav'avarni, and Prodigals are looked down upon. I am not wholly ignorant on this fact.

But it is somewhat disappointing to hear the words of supposed learned individuals say that the only way to deal with a people and culture different from their own is enslavement, conquest, or bloodshed

Written By Athaur

May 17, 2019, 11:41 a.m.(2/14/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Joslyn

We are getting married tomorrow. Don't mind me. Just losing my mind. Is it nerves or excitement? Your guess is as good as mine.

Written By Athaur

May 9, 2019, 5:48 a.m.(1/25/1011 AR)

My wedding is just about a month away. Of course I am not panicking. I do not know what you are speaking of.

Written By Athaur

May 4, 2019, 1:44 a.m.(1/15/1011 AR)

I think my wedding outfit will require warmer clothes...

Written By Athaur

April 23, 2019, 11:20 p.m.(12/23/1010 AR)

I have the best beard. As if there was any doubt.

Written By Athaur

April 22, 2019, 3:19 a.m.(12/19/1010 AR)

The weeks go by and my house grows. I meet new people and most of them are wonderful and charming. Most of them.

Written By Athaur

April 16, 2019, 12:58 a.m.(12/7/1010 AR)

I am not certain why there are flowers everywhere. But I like the look and smell it brings

Written By Athaur

April 13, 2019, 3:54 a.m.(12/1/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Mikani

She will likely say she got them for the House. But I know her secret. They are all for me. But I do plan to gift her back.

Someone should give you boats though. You deserve boats.

Written By Athaur

April 12, 2019, 6:22 a.m.(11/27/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Eshra

Some sisters get you thoughtful gifts. They consider the various options and interests you have. They take the time to scour the city to find just the right thing for you.

Mine got me Boats. So many boats...

Your sisters should take a lesson.

Written By Athaur

April 8, 2019, 3:05 a.m.(11/19/1010 AR)

I must be the luckiest man alive

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