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Written By Ariel

Sept. 1, 2022, 7:49 a.m.(4/20/1018 AR)

Relationship Note on Malesh

spouse

Written By Ariel

Sept. 1, 2022, 7:48 a.m.(4/20/1018 AR)

Relationship Note on Malesh

My husband, I am reminded everytime I see him what lengths he goes through to make me happy.

Written By Ariel

Aug. 22, 2022, 11:29 a.m.(3/28/1018 AR)

This world feels like it is becoming harder to figure out who is safe to trust and who is not. These destructive wars, and betrayals happening recently, have trickled even into well established friendships. The thought of some painting those with differing views as the enemy, all while surrounding themselves with the like-minded folks who do not challenge or question their personal views. I do not understand. I pray for clarity soon, that when the dust settles we can rebuild versus point fingers.

To my brother: I know you not to be this way...Why? If one could write this feeling I feel the immense sorrow, the pain, the betrayal? It would be the most pained and heart wrenching song. I love you yet, big brother, please, be rational, come to your senses...I beg this so openly in my mind that it stings the eyes and it takes every bit of willpower not to lose my composure, to yell, scream, cry with platitudes. Why do you vex me so? Get your head on straight, you bullheaded buffoon, before I break my hand trying to punch the sense into you..

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Aug. 18, 2022, 11:44 p.m.(3/21/1018 AR)

My luck with clothiers, and seamstresses are about as wildly abysmal as my knack for singing.

May my faith in this work to my favor.

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Aug. 18, 2022, 12:55 a.m.(3/20/1018 AR)

I am finally home, with my husband, my children, and my family.

My luggage was likely lifted by some of the "help" that was forced on me like a very disgraceful frilled dress.

It seemed only right the first to see me was my husband. Malesh, he always makes my heart flutter, even when he very narrowly avoided getting my shoe in his face.

I spoke with my sister via letters, something is bothering her, I hope that I can quell concerns for her, whatever they are. Otherwise? Pray. One angry redhead is terrifying.

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June 11, 2017, 10:04 p.m.(8/19/1006 AR)

Pain escaping
Sorrow dripping
Happiness fleeting

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June 2, 2017, 5:30 p.m.(7/28/1006 AR)

Such a mixture of emotions are brimming within
Happiness for my new marriage with blessings that over-runneth
Sadness for the death of my cousin
Joy for a female Countess
Despair for what may be to come
Yet I remain dancing
I remain singing
I remain making music
I must stand strong
Tears in the his wake, not at the his wake

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May 23, 2017, 4:11 p.m.(7/7/1006 AR)

It seems my cousin needed to handle some important business back on the isles. I hope he has safe travels and that there are no storms upon the seas.

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May 22, 2017, 12:34 p.m.(7/5/1006 AR)

Alas yesterday was my birthday.
I feel that everyone has been so busy with trying to repair Arx it was perhaps forgotten.
There is always next year for a celebration.
I completely forgot myself in truth until I realized today's date.
I just hope that I can get everything for my wedding dress and the person I asked to craft it can.

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May 21, 2017, 12:24 p.m.(7/3/1006 AR)

Lights.
Dark outside.
Pretty night.
Light unveils the prettiest sights
that the darkness covers tonight.
I see it in the morning
when I shall wake up with you.
Tangled up like two sides of
my shadow near the shade.
And I miss you when you aren't holding me tight.

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May 21, 2017, 12:20 p.m.(7/3/1006 AR)

I already have the sketch of my dress
Just awaiting for him to make the proclamation
Waiting to hear if my desired seamstress how long until she can work with Aeterna
Already reserved who is doing me jewelry
One of the people I trust most

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May 21, 2017, 12:15 p.m.(7/3/1006 AR)

Ever so excited since he came
Feel as if everything is blooming again
Ever so eager for the bells
To exchange the vows and be wed
New family
New Adventures
Thing to try
Tastes to explore
Who could truly ask for more

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April 30, 2017, 12:05 p.m.(5/15/1006 AR)

Feel as if I am moving on air
As I move about with up-done hair
Dressed in fabrics all pretty and fine
Occasionally indulging in raspberry wine
Thoughts of dancing in a field of flowers
Keeps me sometimes distracted for a few hours
The way that the gems sometimes gleam
Can make everything feel like a dream

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April 30, 2017, 11:45 a.m.(5/15/1006 AR)

Pretty things of silver and gold
Mountains filled with gems so I am told
A place often bright and sunny
That makes some of the sweetest honey
I am curious about the raspberry mead
Looking forward to tasting some indeed
I wonder about their region's fur
Are they soft enough to make one purr
So many answers to discover
And new questions to uncover

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April 30, 2017, 11:28 a.m.(5/15/1006 AR)

Missives sent
I think time well spent
Scholar so brilliant
Words so resilient
I but a performing artist
Some say I practice the hardest
Excited to meet
I wonder if my heart will skip a beat
Things are more peaceful in my mind
As I read these missives he signed

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April 17, 2017, 6:48 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Moves to fast
Will this feeling last
My heart shattering
These feelings unflattering
Begging for him to forgive
Something I am unsure he will give
Wishing I could give it back
Sadly no way for time to back track

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April 17, 2017, 10:59 a.m.(4/15/1006 AR)

I enjoy my dance
Gracefully turning upon a chance
The thrill of my turn and spin
I long for it again and again
He make with to sing
Even if about the most random things
Watching as I play violin
I felt my emotions swell from within
My heart races when I am around you
A feeling so wonderful and new
How nervous I am surprises me
And I know it be something you can occasionally see
My faltering of composure
As we talk about the enclosure
Filled with healing winged friends
Something I wish to help you tend
Just seeing you smile
Makes everything worthwhile

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April 17, 2017, 10:34 a.m.(4/15/1006 AR)

I promise to give myself patience
Even if not my usualy preference
To wait for such gifts
Even if it is a world of ifs
To feel his touch
Some I crave ever so much
To taste his kiss
I am sure it will be bliss
To feel his embrace
Those love fingers grace
Things I long for
Of which that drive my core
But shall steadfastly wait
In hopes that somethings create
I know it is worth it
Something I will openly admit

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April 15, 2017, 10:17 p.m.(4/12/1006 AR)

Amazing with animals.
Interestingly shy.
Daringly handsome.
Enchancting with birds.
Naive but charming

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April 15, 2017, 3:10 p.m.(4/12/1006 AR)

Every day seems brighter
Rushing wonderful thoughts
Invigorating and sincere
Caring and compassionate

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