Written By Arcelia
Oct. 14, 2017, 6:07 p.m.(5/24/1007 AR)
It is with great pleasure that I announce that Count Turo and I are having a baby. We have waited until after the major dangers of early pregnancy have passed before making an official announcement but now we wish to spread our joy and bring hope to our people. We look forward to introducing Navegant's Heir in just a few short months.
Arcelia Navegant
Countess of Escuma
Voice of Navegant
Thrax Minister of Civil Welfare,
Branch Manager of ARRG,
Disciple of Jayus
Arcelia Navegant
Countess of Escuma
Voice of Navegant
Thrax Minister of Civil Welfare,
Branch Manager of ARRG,
Disciple of Jayus
Written By Arcelia
Oct. 14, 2017, 6:06 p.m.(5/24/1007 AR)
Good People of Arx,
The Pilgrimage Path was a large project to get started and a lot of people generously put in time and effort. I want to personally recognize these people that took an interest in seeing the construction of the Path started.
First, there are those that gave land to the Pantheon and Faith to see to the construction of the Path.
Marquessa Lianne Pravus has allowed the construction of House of Vows for Limerance,
Duke Asger Crovane a Wild Life Reserve for Petrichor,
Duke Harlad Grimhall a House of Justice for Sentinel and a Hall of Fallen Heroes for The Queen of Endings,
Marquis Ford Kennex granted permission for the construction of a Hospital for Lagoma,
Count Turo Navegant the construction of an Art Academy for Jayus,
Count Artorius Magnotta an Orphanage for Aion,
Duchess Calypso Malvici allowed the construction Training Academy for Gloria,
Baroness Ember Redreef has allowed the construction of a meditative freedom maze for Skald,
Baroness Kima Saik and Voice Estaban Saik have donated land for a Grand Mirrored Ballroom for Tehom,
Baron Edward Stormbreak has allowed for a large Inn that doesn't refuse patrons due to lack of coin,
High Lord Victus Thrax allowed the construction of the Confessional of the Waves here in Arx in the Thrax Ward and is seeing to the construction of a large Shrine for Mangata,
Duchess Margot Tyde has generously agreed to allow construction of a University for Vellichor
Without these individuals permission and generous donation construction of the Pilgrimage Path would not be possible.
Perhaps just as important are the people who put in a generous donation of silver and writs to see this project to completion. The amount donated by each will be kept between them and the Gods but I will recognize each person because no matter how much was donated by an individual they all helped fund this grand project for the Gods.
His Majesty Alaric Grayson
Duke Harald Grimhall
Baroness Ember Redreef
High Lord Victus Thrax
Voice Titania Kennex
Duchess Calypso Malvici
Marquis Hadrian Mazetti
Marquessa Cambria Mazetti
Voice Estaban Saik
Baroness Kima Saik
Voice Eirene Malvici
Cesare Whisper
Baron Edward Stormbreak
Marquessa Lianne Pravus
Count Turo Navegant
Prince Calarian Grayson
Sereph Ailith
Lord Valerio Mazetti
Legate Orazio Saik
Prince Antonio Velenosa
Prince Aiden Grayson
All of these individuals have gone above and beyond the call of duty to serve their people and the Gods. I personally extend my thanks to all who aided me in seeing this project where it is today and I look forward to working with them and others in expanding upon the project in the near future.
Countess Arcelia Navegant
The Pilgrimage Path was a large project to get started and a lot of people generously put in time and effort. I want to personally recognize these people that took an interest in seeing the construction of the Path started.
First, there are those that gave land to the Pantheon and Faith to see to the construction of the Path.
Marquessa Lianne Pravus has allowed the construction of House of Vows for Limerance,
Duke Asger Crovane a Wild Life Reserve for Petrichor,
Duke Harlad Grimhall a House of Justice for Sentinel and a Hall of Fallen Heroes for The Queen of Endings,
Marquis Ford Kennex granted permission for the construction of a Hospital for Lagoma,
Count Turo Navegant the construction of an Art Academy for Jayus,
Count Artorius Magnotta an Orphanage for Aion,
Duchess Calypso Malvici allowed the construction Training Academy for Gloria,
Baroness Ember Redreef has allowed the construction of a meditative freedom maze for Skald,
Baroness Kima Saik and Voice Estaban Saik have donated land for a Grand Mirrored Ballroom for Tehom,
Baron Edward Stormbreak has allowed for a large Inn that doesn't refuse patrons due to lack of coin,
High Lord Victus Thrax allowed the construction of the Confessional of the Waves here in Arx in the Thrax Ward and is seeing to the construction of a large Shrine for Mangata,
Duchess Margot Tyde has generously agreed to allow construction of a University for Vellichor
Without these individuals permission and generous donation construction of the Pilgrimage Path would not be possible.
Perhaps just as important are the people who put in a generous donation of silver and writs to see this project to completion. The amount donated by each will be kept between them and the Gods but I will recognize each person because no matter how much was donated by an individual they all helped fund this grand project for the Gods.
His Majesty Alaric Grayson
Duke Harald Grimhall
Baroness Ember Redreef
High Lord Victus Thrax
Voice Titania Kennex
Duchess Calypso Malvici
Marquis Hadrian Mazetti
Marquessa Cambria Mazetti
Voice Estaban Saik
Baroness Kima Saik
Voice Eirene Malvici
Cesare Whisper
Baron Edward Stormbreak
Marquessa Lianne Pravus
Count Turo Navegant
Prince Calarian Grayson
Sereph Ailith
Lord Valerio Mazetti
Legate Orazio Saik
Prince Antonio Velenosa
Prince Aiden Grayson
All of these individuals have gone above and beyond the call of duty to serve their people and the Gods. I personally extend my thanks to all who aided me in seeing this project where it is today and I look forward to working with them and others in expanding upon the project in the near future.
Countess Arcelia Navegant
Written By Arcelia
Oct. 1, 2017, 11:56 p.m.(4/26/1007 AR)
I am just over three months pregnant now. I haven't felt the baby move yet but my stomach has gotten to the point of visible swelling. I am at once excited and terrified.
Written By Arcelia
Oct. 1, 2017, 11:54 p.m.(4/26/1007 AR)
With the money gathered construction will begin soon.
Written By Arcelia
Sept. 20, 2017, 2 a.m.(4/1/1007 AR)
One thing to note on the difficulties of navigating thralldom is that there is a cultural barrier between a good portion of The Compact and Thrax Houses here. One does not go to another land and start dictating to its people how they should or shouldn't live, that is how many war begins. Removing Thralldom is not something that can be done over night and is something that should be gone about with a delicate hand if it is to be gone about. Challenging people to duels over debt as a matter of dishonor is a breech of cultural habits, pressing your own beliefs on others and invading their lives because you simply disagree with the style of life, and is likely to cause problems. However, going about trying to change the minds of the people and get it to resolve in a more natural format, through political maneuvering, is more likely to see the desired results and less likely to see loss of lives. Consider your approach to this carefully. We do not need to fight a war among ourselves when we have enemies coming at us from all sides.
Written By Arcelia
June 4, 2017, 3:43 p.m.(8/4/1006 AR)
You can only experience so much of life looking through a window. The sun sets for most in the west but for me it has been rising and setting in the south my entire life. It sounds so extreme, I know, but the truth of the matter is that we all see the world in a different light and if you look at the world in linear prospective than you are missing out on the fragments of light as it passes through crystal and casts rainbows on the world. Take a step back today. Breathe in the velvety air and sing with the wind. Don't look through a window and watch time fly by. Live.
Written By Arcelia
May 21, 2017, 7:02 p.m.(7/4/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
In reply to his own journal entry about me, to me... Prince Aiden you are very sweet man and if you want to marry me it is something I would consider and bring to our families to think over. You are someone I can see in my life for many years whether that is just as a friend or more.
I could never look terribly on you for changing your outlook on love. I think that everyone should be able to find their happiness and I know the heart speaks for itself. There is no blame to be placed and no judgments to suffer. As your friend I will always do my best to support you and the decisions you make.
I also look forward to spending time with our mutual friends and am excited about our trip.
~ Lady Arcelia Saik
I could never look terribly on you for changing your outlook on love. I think that everyone should be able to find their happiness and I know the heart speaks for itself. There is no blame to be placed and no judgments to suffer. As your friend I will always do my best to support you and the decisions you make.
I also look forward to spending time with our mutual friends and am excited about our trip.
~ Lady Arcelia Saik
Written By Arcelia
May 7, 2017, 7:10 p.m.(6/4/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Aiden
I met Prince Aiden during the Social Tournament that the Whispers and ArchDuke Niccolo held a while back but we did not get to talk then. We briefly danced during the Tournament but otherwise our interactions were limited that day. I sent him a letter thanking him for the dance and asked him if we could get together to meet officially in a different setting.
We had dinner and it turns out that Prince Aiden is a very sweet man with a kind heart. We had a lovely dinner with a lot of rich conversation that was far beyond small talk and I think that I enjoyed that more than the meal itself, which was fantastic also. We have made plans to enrich our blooming friendship, a friendship which I hope will become a strong and long lived one.
We had dinner and it turns out that Prince Aiden is a very sweet man with a kind heart. We had a lovely dinner with a lot of rich conversation that was far beyond small talk and I think that I enjoyed that more than the meal itself, which was fantastic also. We have made plans to enrich our blooming friendship, a friendship which I hope will become a strong and long lived one.
Written By Arcelia
April 9, 2017, 6:15 p.m.(3/28/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Hadrian
How very generous of Duke Hadrian Malvici to have me over in celebration of my birthday. It was nothing too fancy just enough cake for the two of us, a glass of wine, deep conversation, and a little dance. I thought it was perfect, no fussing over a large party or dealing with an abundance of people. We simply enjoyed one another's company and a small treat together in order to celebrate my continued life. The best part of this all is that as a Duke, Hardian Malvici has little spar time but he still gave me some of the little free time he had. Above all else, his time is the most generous gift he could have given me and he did so willingly.
Written By Arcelia
April 2, 2017, 6:25 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
As a young girl I enjoyed being around Karadoc a lot, we were close. I could keep up with him and he let me play with him even though I was several years younger. When he disappeared I was quite sad but as it tends to, life went on. Now he is in Arx with me again and I am finding that even though it has been many years and we are different people now we are growing close again. I have missed him more than I would have thought, it is nice to have him back in my life.
Written By Arcelia
March 24, 2017, 4 a.m.(2/23/1006 AR)
I am happy for the success of the river attack but I am most glad that those I love have come home safe. I am glad that so many people returned home safe to their loved ones this time. But the danger of war is just beginning and there will be so many lives lost in the days to come. I pray that this war ends quickly and I will do anything I can to help that happen.
Written By Arcelia
March 24, 2017, 3:19 a.m.(2/23/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Orazio
I used to listen to Orazio talk about the Gods as a young girl, unable to sit still but still loving to listen. Event today I still like to sit down with him and have a good conversation, he has much wisdom and advice to offer. I would be a fool to dismiss him and I would never want to. I love my uncle dearly.
Written By Arcelia
March 24, 2017, 3:13 a.m.(2/23/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Kima
We did not spend a lot of time together growing up but I have always admired Kima and I have respect for the path she walks in life.
Written By Arcelia
March 24, 2017, 3:06 a.m.(2/23/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Sweet cousin how I miss leaping out of trees and coating you with mud. Childhood has passed for us both but there will always be enough mud to cover you in.
Written By Arcelia
March 24, 2017, 3:05 a.m.(2/23/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Estaban
Estaban is my brother, I love my brother and I know that he adores me very much. I have always been close with my brother, even distance and time apart could not chance that. We fight sometimes, the way siblings tend to do, but we very much wish the other well and would do just about anything for one another.
Written By Arcelia
March 20, 2017, 12:53 p.m.(2/16/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Max
Prickly pear of the sea. You just have to get passed the spines on the outside to get to the delicious Max on the inside. Whether he is teaching me Shav, sailing with me, or simply laying by a fire with me... Max is very kind to me, very respectful, and surprisingly romantic. I care for him and I respect him so no matter what path we end up walking down together, the man will always have a place in my heart.
Written By Arcelia
March 19, 2017, 3:35 p.m.(2/14/1006 AR)
I cannot help but look out in the direction they all left. I have spent much time praying that my loved ones and your loved ones return safe to us. I have been sitting in my window watching the sky and just hoping they will come back. Of course I do not let this get in the way of my duties but my free time has been spent this way.
Written By Arcelia
March 18, 2017, 12:19 a.m.(2/11/1006 AR)
Every time I step outside and see the snow and I cannot help but miss home. I am not used to this cold but there is a certain beauty in the snow as the moonlight reflects off its surface. It is a sight second only to the sight of the moonbeams reflecting off the ocean and lighting up the sand. But as beautiful as Arx is, it is not my home, and I miss my home very much.
I admit there is a reason beyond simply missing my mother and father or the warmth of my home. My stomach is all in knots right now, butterflies attempting their escape and caught in the twisting maze. That reason is that I came to Arx to find a husband and someone has finally expressed serious interest in taking me as their wife. I have never been too keen on the idea of being married and it is not something I have reflected deeply upon so that is what I am doing right now. I am thinking about why the idea of getting married makes me so nervous.
First, what I do know is that I am afraid of falling in love. I have seen that it has a nice bright side but I know that the light can be taken away from you as quickly as it is given. I have seen people suffer not being able to be with their loved ones because of station, I have seen people ripped away by Fate. And so the idea of letting myself fall in love is insanity to me, I do not want to feel that ache.
Perhaps my next fear is of what time will do to the marriage. Will I be a good enough wife? Will I live up to the expectations? Will I still be desired in ten years when my hair begins to gray? Will I fail my husband and find him hating me for it? Will I fail my family? These are questions that keep surfacing into my mind and I do feel guilty for it, I admit.
I am also afraid of the loss of my own independence and having to change. I will be married, I will likely have to move to living with new people that I know nothing about. I rather like my present family and home, moving from them will be difficult for me.
And then the thought of children... beautiful creatures that grace our society, they make me smile when I see them. But... when I think about having a child of my own I cringe. What if I am a terrible mother? What if I hurt them? And then there is the rather natural fear of pregnancy itself. I am not afraid of being fat, I think pregnant women are very pretty, but the idea of something growing inside of me is horrifying.
My biggest question is just this... Will I be enough for my future husband and children?
With marriage being a serious topic of my life right now I keep thinking about this... The butterflies attack more and more and I have to resist the urge to run away from it. I won't, of course, I love my family and will serve my House in any way I am able. If this is how I must serve them than this is how I will serve them. And I will not complain about it because it is my duty to them.
It is not that the man is bad either, though I think he would have the world believe he is a terrible jerk. I know better, I have seen otherwise. We met in The Grotto... of all places. And we were naked... of all things. You would think that this might mean that there was fondling and sex but we never touched. Our first... date? We went sailing together and found ourselves caught in an abrupt storm. He suffered the cold to warm me and helped me warm back up after, still no sex, just the respectful and kind act of thawing me back out. After we took a nap together, clothes on, and just kept one another warm while we regained our strength. We laid in bed together and talked about somewhat philosophical topics and I admit I got some kisses but even his hands did not travel away from my back and side.
Then I was on the beach, sitting by a fire, and the man crawls out of the water! He jumped off his ship to swim over because he could see me on the beach. He was like a small sea monster! He nearly scared the life out of me! But then he was sitting next to me and asking me if I would be okay with being his wife. I was shocked into silence, I didn't know what to say, but in the end when the silence broke I told him that I did not think he was repulsive and I would gladly be his wife if he could get permission to have me. Then... he told me he had already sent Baroness Kima a letter asking. Which I find amusing. And then there was kissing again, still very respectful and sweet.
I will mention that he has been teaching me the Shav of the Isles but I will not go into detail. It is exactly as it sounds. So, the next time I saw him was an accident. I had just been working with his sister at her forge and she was showing me how to make a ring. I ended up doing designs with him in mind, a yellow moonstone with little waves around it. I had never done it before so it was a bit lopsided. He came into give his sister some supplies for something he was having made for me and I got to give him the ring right after it was made. He seemed to like it even though it was lopsided, I am glad because I am proud that I actually made a ring, lopsided or not. His sister is interesting, quiet and a bit like a mouse but very sweet. I like her.
And today... today he CLIMBED up the side of Saik Tower, I can only imagine after telling the Guards what he was up to because he didn't get turned into a giant pin cushion. But he CLIMBED up the side of the tower to tell me that he was leaving for battle with everyone and he gave me a gift.
The gift was in a black box, a beautiful ring, the most beautiful thing that I have ever or will ever own. I promised I would wear it and so I am, proudly so. But he did not need to do that. I love it but he didn't need to do that.
Conclusion... I am nervous but hopeful and I am going to try and trust myself and my family. I already can honestly say I care for him. IF I end up marrying this man, I hope that love follows for both of us.
Wish me luck!
I admit there is a reason beyond simply missing my mother and father or the warmth of my home. My stomach is all in knots right now, butterflies attempting their escape and caught in the twisting maze. That reason is that I came to Arx to find a husband and someone has finally expressed serious interest in taking me as their wife. I have never been too keen on the idea of being married and it is not something I have reflected deeply upon so that is what I am doing right now. I am thinking about why the idea of getting married makes me so nervous.
First, what I do know is that I am afraid of falling in love. I have seen that it has a nice bright side but I know that the light can be taken away from you as quickly as it is given. I have seen people suffer not being able to be with their loved ones because of station, I have seen people ripped away by Fate. And so the idea of letting myself fall in love is insanity to me, I do not want to feel that ache.
Perhaps my next fear is of what time will do to the marriage. Will I be a good enough wife? Will I live up to the expectations? Will I still be desired in ten years when my hair begins to gray? Will I fail my husband and find him hating me for it? Will I fail my family? These are questions that keep surfacing into my mind and I do feel guilty for it, I admit.
I am also afraid of the loss of my own independence and having to change. I will be married, I will likely have to move to living with new people that I know nothing about. I rather like my present family and home, moving from them will be difficult for me.
And then the thought of children... beautiful creatures that grace our society, they make me smile when I see them. But... when I think about having a child of my own I cringe. What if I am a terrible mother? What if I hurt them? And then there is the rather natural fear of pregnancy itself. I am not afraid of being fat, I think pregnant women are very pretty, but the idea of something growing inside of me is horrifying.
My biggest question is just this... Will I be enough for my future husband and children?
With marriage being a serious topic of my life right now I keep thinking about this... The butterflies attack more and more and I have to resist the urge to run away from it. I won't, of course, I love my family and will serve my House in any way I am able. If this is how I must serve them than this is how I will serve them. And I will not complain about it because it is my duty to them.
It is not that the man is bad either, though I think he would have the world believe he is a terrible jerk. I know better, I have seen otherwise. We met in The Grotto... of all places. And we were naked... of all things. You would think that this might mean that there was fondling and sex but we never touched. Our first... date? We went sailing together and found ourselves caught in an abrupt storm. He suffered the cold to warm me and helped me warm back up after, still no sex, just the respectful and kind act of thawing me back out. After we took a nap together, clothes on, and just kept one another warm while we regained our strength. We laid in bed together and talked about somewhat philosophical topics and I admit I got some kisses but even his hands did not travel away from my back and side.
Then I was on the beach, sitting by a fire, and the man crawls out of the water! He jumped off his ship to swim over because he could see me on the beach. He was like a small sea monster! He nearly scared the life out of me! But then he was sitting next to me and asking me if I would be okay with being his wife. I was shocked into silence, I didn't know what to say, but in the end when the silence broke I told him that I did not think he was repulsive and I would gladly be his wife if he could get permission to have me. Then... he told me he had already sent Baroness Kima a letter asking. Which I find amusing. And then there was kissing again, still very respectful and sweet.
I will mention that he has been teaching me the Shav of the Isles but I will not go into detail. It is exactly as it sounds. So, the next time I saw him was an accident. I had just been working with his sister at her forge and she was showing me how to make a ring. I ended up doing designs with him in mind, a yellow moonstone with little waves around it. I had never done it before so it was a bit lopsided. He came into give his sister some supplies for something he was having made for me and I got to give him the ring right after it was made. He seemed to like it even though it was lopsided, I am glad because I am proud that I actually made a ring, lopsided or not. His sister is interesting, quiet and a bit like a mouse but very sweet. I like her.
And today... today he CLIMBED up the side of Saik Tower, I can only imagine after telling the Guards what he was up to because he didn't get turned into a giant pin cushion. But he CLIMBED up the side of the tower to tell me that he was leaving for battle with everyone and he gave me a gift.
The gift was in a black box, a beautiful ring, the most beautiful thing that I have ever or will ever own. I promised I would wear it and so I am, proudly so. But he did not need to do that. I love it but he didn't need to do that.
Conclusion... I am nervous but hopeful and I am going to try and trust myself and my family. I already can honestly say I care for him. IF I end up marrying this man, I hope that love follows for both of us.
Wish me luck!
Written By Arcelia
March 11, 2017, 8:35 p.m.(1/26/1006 AR)
The war frightens me but now is not the time to let that fear get the better of me. I am afraid of the family and friends that will be lost, we have lost so many already? I am doing my best to look at the soldiers when I see them. I feel as though they should all have someone who remembers them. I cannot remember them all but I feel it is only fair that I do my best to remember some of those who are going out there to fight for us.
Written By Arcelia
March 11, 2017, 5:54 p.m.(1/26/1006 AR)
Oh brother? Sometimes it is difficult not to misstep around Estaban. I swear that man is going to have a heart attack if anyone ever decides that they wish to court me. He is not keen on the idea of me being in the company of any man much less the idea of me ever getting married. This is bad enough that the man has not spoken to me in days. Silly man, what does he expect me to do when I have the attention of a Prince on me? Run away from kisses? And? this Prince is cute... - As a side note, I am fairly certain that every Prince in Arx feels the need to be nude.
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