Written By Silvio
Aug. 20, 2019, 7:57 p.m.(9/8/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I miss you terribly. The longer that you are gone, the feeling is supposed to fade, and yet I can only think to myself of what might have been, had anything worked out differently. I see you in so much of my wardrobe, that for sweet moments it feels as if you have not left at all, yet there are no more sweet letters, nothing new, only the reminders of something that was, and the dangling thread of what never will be. I hope that our next turn at life, we are more fortunate.
Written By Sabine
July 21, 2019, 4:45 p.m.(7/4/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I did not love you.
I tolerated your inclination towards lounging, your use of haze and other things. I respected your tenacity (always a surprise, given your laziness), and admired your eye for quality. Your ability to rub silver together and breed more was a thing to marvel at. We shared a common vision of the future, you never failed to kindle when I would describe what I meant to build-- our passion for each other was fueled with visions of fertile fields, new villages, the thump and rattle of my cloth mills, the looms they carry inside.
You did whatever I ever asked of you, without failing or hesitation, and most importantly, you have given me the child I wanted. The only thing I ever wanted, the only gift I asked you for, finer than the gowns and jewelry you showered me with. The greatest jewel you've ever granted me, it sleeps beneath my heart.
I did not love you but I was proud to be your wife, and knew you as my equal. I pray our child has your wicked mind and provoking smile. Your legacy will be one of cleverness, of growth, of passion.
They will know their father, and I will not know a better husband.
I tolerated your inclination towards lounging, your use of haze and other things. I respected your tenacity (always a surprise, given your laziness), and admired your eye for quality. Your ability to rub silver together and breed more was a thing to marvel at. We shared a common vision of the future, you never failed to kindle when I would describe what I meant to build-- our passion for each other was fueled with visions of fertile fields, new villages, the thump and rattle of my cloth mills, the looms they carry inside.
You did whatever I ever asked of you, without failing or hesitation, and most importantly, you have given me the child I wanted. The only thing I ever wanted, the only gift I asked you for, finer than the gowns and jewelry you showered me with. The greatest jewel you've ever granted me, it sleeps beneath my heart.
I did not love you but I was proud to be your wife, and knew you as my equal. I pray our child has your wicked mind and provoking smile. Your legacy will be one of cleverness, of growth, of passion.
They will know their father, and I will not know a better husband.
Written By Nurie
July 21, 2019, 12:57 p.m.(7/4/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I did not like him terribly much when we first met, but he was clever and did not overpromise.
I did not like the sharp tongue directed at others (or tea fights started in my shop). But he did not look through me, as so many others do.
But I did very much like the calm. I liked the hope that children would not grow up in a house of chaos. I liked that the household is...was a place of peace if not passion. I think that sometimes the value of that seems to be overlooked of late.
But when I saw the relief and hope in my beloved sister's eyes when she found out that the secret worry carried so long could now be lifted from her shoulders--in that moment I loved him. At least until the next time he opened his mouth!
We will have many things to teach and tell your son or daughter when they finally come, my lord, but I promise you that you won't be forgotten either. I am so sorry you won't see how your strengths will surely be woven into them. Tessere is stronger now because of you. And two more children will keep growing, one with us, one because you shielded him from his father's fate. I wonder how the world will change?
I feel so numb. But is is time to go back to work.
I did not like the sharp tongue directed at others (or tea fights started in my shop). But he did not look through me, as so many others do.
But I did very much like the calm. I liked the hope that children would not grow up in a house of chaos. I liked that the household is...was a place of peace if not passion. I think that sometimes the value of that seems to be overlooked of late.
But when I saw the relief and hope in my beloved sister's eyes when she found out that the secret worry carried so long could now be lifted from her shoulders--in that moment I loved him. At least until the next time he opened his mouth!
We will have many things to teach and tell your son or daughter when they finally come, my lord, but I promise you that you won't be forgotten either. I am so sorry you won't see how your strengths will surely be woven into them. Tessere is stronger now because of you. And two more children will keep growing, one with us, one because you shielded him from his father's fate. I wonder how the world will change?
I feel so numb. But is is time to go back to work.
Written By Lucita
July 21, 2019, 10:24 a.m.(7/4/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Doc? Doc's gone, too? One by one the family and former family are getting whittled down. I've had many a laugh and many tears shared with Doc. He was always supportive, always game for a challenge, my right hand and my supporter during troubled, difficult years. I hope the time spent with his Countess was happy, the kind of challenge he enjoyed. I.... weep.
Written By Berenice
July 21, 2019, 2:14 a.m.(7/3/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I shall never forgive you for this.
Written By Sabine
June 24, 2019, 4:26 a.m.(5/5/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
You have been an exemplary Count in every respect. I name you now an exemplary husband as well, my lord. The words I wrote when we were first wed no longer stand. You've proven yourself in every regard superior to your predecessor. An equal... as I knew would eventually be the case, when Tehom blessed our union.
Our child will be a force to be reckoned with.
Our child will be a force to be reckoned with.
Written By Silvio
Feb. 25, 2019, 8:09 p.m.(8/20/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
An expensive friend/ex
Written By Leola
Feb. 10, 2019, 5:30 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I have proved unable to stop Lord Karadoc Saik showering me with gifts.
Count-Consort Karadoc Tessere has proved even more intractable.
Count-Consort Karadoc Tessere has proved even more intractable.
Written By Sabine
Feb. 9, 2019, 4:01 p.m.(7/16/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Credit where credit is due: all of Tessere put shoulder into the yoke to accomplish the next step of our goals but he who was not born to our name pulled as fiercely as any. We accomplish much because he understands and appreciates my vision.
He is a most exemplary husband in most regards.
He is a most exemplary husband in most regards.
Written By Sabine
Jan. 11, 2019, 5:02 a.m.(5/4/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
A quarter of a year already spent and the moon turns its face, implacable. Inevitable. Every person's inspiration is different but I've the measure of my lord-husband now, every thread sorted, the tension exact.
There's satisfaction in knowing the weave and hues of someone's dreams.
There's satisfaction in knowing the weave and hues of someone's dreams.
Written By Alrec
Dec. 28, 2018, 11:52 a.m.(4/4/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Lord Karadoc gives the best apologies. I hope to one day be insulted by him.
Written By Sabine
Dec. 13, 2018, 4:26 p.m.(3/2/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
One month does not a legacy make but it has been an acceptable start. Perhaps when months become years, acceptable will become exceptional.
Written By Joscelin
Dec. 2, 2018, 9:15 p.m.(2/8/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Send me a message about the specifics and we'll talk.
Written By Joscelin
Dec. 2, 2018, 5:19 a.m.(2/7/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
No.
Written By Sabine
Nov. 30, 2018, 3:33 a.m.(2/2/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I've taken Lord Karadoc Saik to husband, made him Count Consort Karadoc Tessere.
Much is made of love matches in Arx. It feels sometimes I've not yet had a public conversation that didn't touch upon hearts and the stealing of them. Noble lips seem to favour the word most of all, and I wonder. I do wonder, sometimes, very much. I would like to assure our descendants, who must one day live with our name and bear up under the weight of the choices made by those before them, and before myself as well, that ours is not a love match. You need not suffer the heat of that common scandal, children. When we Tessere err, we do aim higher. So must you. Remember.
I'm sure the new Count Consort will discharge his duties admirably.
Much is made of love matches in Arx. It feels sometimes I've not yet had a public conversation that didn't touch upon hearts and the stealing of them. Noble lips seem to favour the word most of all, and I wonder. I do wonder, sometimes, very much. I would like to assure our descendants, who must one day live with our name and bear up under the weight of the choices made by those before them, and before myself as well, that ours is not a love match. You need not suffer the heat of that common scandal, children. When we Tessere err, we do aim higher. So must you. Remember.
I'm sure the new Count Consort will discharge his duties admirably.
Written By Ophelia
Nov. 26, 2018, 4:50 a.m.(1/23/1010 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
You just need some archery practice, my sweet! Perhaps I can help! Or perhaps you need a better bow? I've a few you can use if you don't mind purple ribbons and matching arm guards. I've quite a collection.
Written By Juliana
Nov. 13, 2018, 3:50 p.m.(12/25/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I hear that Lord Karadoc has a plethora of eggs and fried chicken if anyone is looking for a snack.
Written By Arianna
Nov. 1, 2018, 11:07 a.m.(12/1/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
A spider's web may seem strong, but it has many weaknesses as well and cunning flies are most certainly one of them. On the surface, it seems sturdy and intricate. This is the same for those who seek protection from other beings or people, rather than find strength in themselves. Those supports may seem to be helping, but they are based on a weak foundation. Like a spider's web, it is not sturdy on its own. It is frail and prone to damage despite its complicated appearance. One must be careful and depend upon cunning when making deals with spiders for even enterprising flies can tangle a spider in its own web.
Written By Lucita
Oct. 19, 2018, 10:23 a.m.(10/21/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
Marriage? Be still my heart, patience while you decide what path your life will take has paid off that you are thinking about it. Now the curiosity on who new potential house members might be adds a bit of excitement to the whole household. (You know we need more, not less Saiks, thank goodness.)
Written By Lucita
Oct. 15, 2018, 11:10 p.m.(10/15/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Karadoc
I'm impressed with the way he is handling Saik finances. Saving and trading writs, negotiating them for silver to help cover barony expenses and atop that he is thoughtful. Such a lovely gift of little dragonfly earrings brightened the day.
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