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Written By Lianne

Jan. 10, 2024, 11:08 p.m.(7/13/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

We worship those we think, rightly or otherwise, above ourselves, such as Gods, heroes, parents. It is an act of reverence.

We may demonstrate devotion to our equals, to whoever we feel merits it. It is not a passive thing. It is an act of consistent care.

Written By Lianne

Jan. 9, 2024, 5:25 p.m.(7/11/1021 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Transcribed from my Blacks by my own hand:

(8/23/1014 AR)
It felt, for a moment, as if he wished to use me as a weapon against himself. The cut would've hurt us both, though him more grievously, I imagine. Guilt is a terrible thing.

I wonder, though, if I already am, without trying. There's a shape to his pain that I can't fully see. It's easy to imagine it's a matter of language; I never understand the fullness of what he communicates, and I've come to accept this. This feels different, like I can't see it because I'm a part of it, my perspective limited. When I look at it like that, I can trace the pain back to the beginning. Every step along the way. What a burr and burden I've been.

Not only that, I know. And yet...

Written By Kiera

Nov. 7, 2021, 8:58 p.m.(7/11/1016 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

A pity that nature should take lessons from people

Written By Savio

June 6, 2021, 12:29 a.m.(8/10/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

There's a space between 'enough' and 'more'
That my friend has asked me to explore
But upon self-reflection
It came out with dejection --
He might not ask me to write anymore.


This is not the poem.
This is just a tribute.

Written By Vitalis

May 18, 2021, 9:28 a.m.(6/28/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

I have been given a most remarkable gift. A reminder that the purpose of something is not fixed.

It is easy to forget this, to regard the acorn and not recognize the oak. To regard the oak and not recognize the acorn. That forget that growth and change, to grow big and small and big again, all happens in its time. Is happening all the time.

We are all both oak and acorn. The slow growth of our choices, and the small, quiet potential of what we will become.

Shade, strength, shelter, sustenance.

I never told you this, Apollo, but I always thought the name Oakhide was so limiting. So specific. Had so little to do with leather. In a manner of speaking, I was right. Oakhide has nothing at all to do with leather.

It is the spirit of transformation itself.

You always knew.

I am the acorn today. And the oak standing sentinel. I am the whisper of wind in the leaves and shelter from the sun. I am the axe and the artisan. I am the page to remember and the oath to ensure. I am the fire leaping on logs and smoke rising to the stars above.

And I have only just begun.

Written By Sabella

May 2, 2021, 10:50 p.m.(5/25/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Though he has only been my protege a short while, I have known Lord Apollo Darkwater for a long time. He has had a few names since I met him: Apollo Oakwood, Apollo Whisper, Lord Apollo Darkwater being the newest. Each of those names have suited when he had them, conveying who he was at the time. Through our growing closeness these last few months, I have learned that before he was Apollo Oakwood, he had yet another name - one given by his parents before he became an orphan. As a ward raised among the Keatons and Laurents, he may not have had all the trappings of a noble upbringing afforded to him, but he was eventually considered family by many. As I understand it, he was so loved by the late Marquessa Sunniva Harthall that her daughter's middle name is an homage to him. That is a mark of honor. That Apollo Whisper was recognized by Countess Carita Darkwater as deserving of elevation is a boon to the Compact, a strengthening of her house, and an admitted loss to those who sought out his leatherworking talents. May this change be blessed, this oath be honored, and this choice lead to greatness.

Written By Orland

April 16, 2021, 3:50 p.m.(4/21/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Thoughts of ... an endearing .... friendship....

I finally had the opportunity to sit with Apollo, over a glass of brandy. I have to say this was an exceptional way to spend the evening. We spoke of art and what drives inspiration behind it. We also shared stories of our experiences, that are drawn or formed from the viewing of art. We may be similar in ways, but of course, share slightly different opinions which makes conversations quite interesting. He seemed to know, swiftly, of whom and what I was speaking at most turns of our conversation. It was easy to converse with him and in a way that is rare to admit to, at least for me.

We found a bridge of commonality between us, in the ways we view the world. And while I'm not quick to throw around terms of endearment, I would at once reconsider such a thing when it comes to Apollo. I should think anyone who receives the same back from him, is quite so lucky.

Apollo, I appreciate what you have given me, your time and company are precious. Those who don't acknowledge it, for other than what they can gain, are missing out. And not because you look strikingly familiar to my drifter.

Written By Sabella

March 26, 2021, 3:55 a.m.(3/6/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

I have been blessed in the months since I returned from Bastion with several people being willing to give me a fresh start, to sit and speak with me so that we might find common ground to work from. I cannot express how truly grateful I am to have one among them be Apollo Whisper. His compassion, conversation, and creativity have all resulted in benefits that I hope I deserve.

The choice to enter into a patronage relationship is one that must be considered carefully, yet I admit that had I not been so surprised by the idea of being his patron that I would have squealed with joy as I said "Yes!" It is humbling and inspiring to have him under my patronage. I can imagine that we will do inspired things together.

Written By Sorrel

March 14, 2021, 4:05 p.m.(2/11/1015 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

The dress was sewn: the lady fit, her perfect figure filling it.
And yet the tailor, he had learnt before the wedding.

The groom must bide to see his bride, the first time in this clothing.
And what a vision standing there, the sunlight streaming through her hair, the dusk she wore on skin so fair...

The night-moths dancing to the flower, lighting in their wedding hour --
And love was born, so fresh and lush, blossoming in such a rush,
That all who saw it knew it in an instant...

Written By Decius

Feb. 14, 2021, 4:32 p.m.(12/8/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

He told a fascinating tale about the discovery of oakhide. It has be wondering what other types of materials are out there we simply have no knowledge.

Written By Martino

Nov. 15, 2020, 6:01 p.m.(5/22/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Thanks for the missive in the early hours.

It was a bit too early but, still, always appreciated.

Written By Martino

Nov. 8, 2020, 5:54 p.m.(5/8/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

We should meet again so you can see how good this pin looks on the doublet with smokey grey embrodery.

Written By Svana

Oct. 30, 2020, 9:58 a.m.(4/17/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

It seems strange to say that Apollo is no longer my patron; he has been an anchor when I have needed him, and he has imparted such dear skills to me, along with his wisdom and teachings.

I want to clarify now that there was no falling out, no stormy productions, nothing of the sort. It was a mutual decision with a great deal of respect behind it. I still look forward to bringing him early morning muffins and taking the kids to see 'Popo'.

Written By Svana

Aug. 10, 2020, 7:39 a.m.(10/23/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

I'm glad to know that I make my most trusted confidantes proud. Apollo - if you're reading this - I love you. Thank you for letting me make you proud. Thank you for giving a girl who wanted a pair of boots a job. Thank you for everything.

One day, your heart shall burst from pride as to what I will do in the Dream awake, asleep, and in the worlds in between.

Written By Sunniva

Aug. 8, 2020, 9:54 p.m.(10/20/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

You have proven to be a man of exceptional talents and even greater morals. I consider myself lucky to have your trust and to receive your counsel. You always seem to view things differently than I do, and help me see the world in a way I never would have otherwise.

Written By Rosalind

Aug. 1, 2020, 11:26 p.m.(10/6/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

You are the bestest gift giver of gift givers! Thank you!

Written By Orvyn

July 31, 2020, 3:05 p.m.(10/4/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Guildmaster Apollo has been such an inspiration over these past few weeks. Aiding us in various trade details, but also we discovered a hidden talent within the man, an ability to tailor clothing. It is such a thing that my Sun has already commissioned a whole new wardrobe from him and I will admit that despite my complete disregard for current fashion, he has even managed to convince me to be excited.

I look forward to what he presents.

Written By Dio

July 20, 2020, 6:28 p.m.(9/10/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Enjoyed an evening on the Judgment Green hosted by the Princess-Consort of Maelstrom. Though I missed most of the games, I had the good fortune to win a tapestry painted by Apollo Oakwood. Both the subject and the presentation are exquisite, and among the priceless treasures found in the palazzo, it will stand out as a masterpiece.

Written By Kyler

June 20, 2020, 3:39 a.m.(7/5/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

I visited Apollo at his shop today. The heel on my favorite riding boots had worn down on the trip from Oakhaven and needed to be repaired. I was surprised by how much he's changed since I saw him last! Rather than repair my old boots he gifted me a beautiful new pair, which I'll be wearing for quite some time to come.

Written By Leola

May 10, 2020, 8:20 p.m.(4/8/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Apollo

Grandmaster Apollo certainly has a remarkable sense of humor, as well as knows exquisite artists, as one would expect.

Now I need to find a way to respond to this gentle teasing in kind. Perhaps a bucket of horse manure.

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