Written By Alis
June 26, 2018, 8:25 p.m.(2/2/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
And I remember the delivery a really large turkey, that I made sure to drag ALL BY MYSELF to the kitchens, just so I could tell you that I did it myself. So there!
I remember that you called me Pipsqueak and I knew it was meant with affection rather than malice or mockery.
I remember that we looked forward to a day when we might be on the battlefield at the same time and could try some outrageously crazy tactics (before Fia and Edain could object, obviously!)
I remember you and Calypso being there for my wedding to Fiachra.
I remember the ridiculous red toque that you gave me as a wedding present so that if Fia and I went North for a holiday he wouldn't lose me in the snow.
I remember you doing stupid things, but you were never dishonest about it and you accepted your lumps when you got them.
I remember that you were like a big brother.
I swear I will never forget any of it. I will miss you as much as I miss the rest of my family that is gone from this life.
Written By Valery
June 26, 2018, 5:17 p.m.(2/2/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
It makes me quite sad.
He was one of the first people to actually see me and talk with me...
Written By Aksel
June 26, 2018, 12:59 p.m.(2/2/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Our paths crossed several times since those first days, but never long enough for my liking. I will always remember drinking and the laughs shared. I will always remember the thumpings in the training center. And I will always remember him being there during that blasted battle of those damn wasps, where if he wasn't there I would have likely gotten my arm severed off.
To The Last, Anze, I will never forget you.
Written By Eirene
June 25, 2018, 6:20 p.m.(1/28/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
I'm going to take off my shirt and drink a shit ton of whiskey in Anze's honor. It's what he would have wanted. He'd also make a joke about nobody wanting to see my tits so I must acknowledge that here as well. He would also call me Auntie and try to give me a hug.
I will find whatever did this and do my best to fuck it over as well.
Gods, my list of supernatural entities I need to track down and kill just keeps getting bigger and bigger every month...
Written By Derovai
March 12, 2018, 2:25 a.m.(5/6/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
I spar though I know I'll get beaten not to drive myself towards being able to vanquish others or to avoid visiting the same fate on myself. That's the answer of someone who doesn't look further. I spar though I know I'll get beaten because, like I did with the Foolsbane, I need to know. I need to ascertain: can I win out this way? Can I improve myself? Refinement, I suppose, would be the word, although I note I use it only in the sense of purifying, of strengthening, not in the sense of good taste and etiquette -- Gods know I have neither of those at my disposal.
As I said in an earlier post in the Whites, I look forward, not backward. If I am to be tested at any time in my life, I want to be very sure that my abilities are as good as they can be. I'll never be a duelist or a Champion -- but I need to stand as ready as I can. I've got no particular love for fighting, as I hope I expressed clearly enough in the debate, but I now pursue it as avidly as I might pursue knowledge or information, because a gap in one area is a danger, and I shore up whatever gaps I might, building bulwarks where there once were weakening tunnels.
That said: if you do decide you want to spar, I accept. I know it will end with me landing in the sand, worse for wear, but I don't need to win to know I've achieved some small victory and improved my competence. My wits don't need sharpening, but my weaponry still does.
Written By Calypso
Jan. 7, 2018, 11:51 a.m.(12/3/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Marian
Dec. 10, 2017, 1:17 p.m.(9/28/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Marian
Dec. 10, 2017, 1:17 p.m.(9/28/1007 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Calypso
July 23, 2017, 6:11 p.m.(11/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
We burn brighter together.
Written By Caelis
July 16, 2017, 8:26 p.m.(11/7/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Calypso
July 9, 2017, 10:59 a.m.(10/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
This is a private thought but I thought it pertinent to share publicly. I am well aware of your reputation with the Crown and some of the Compact even still. You are seen as brash, selfish and even dangerous to some. And perhaps there was a time where that was true. But in the year and then some I have waited by your side, I have seen your true nature. You are passionately loyal to whatever you devote yourself to. I have seen you give selflessly over and over this past year. To the Shamans to the Faith, to my family and their causes and to yours. You have devoted your existence to making your wrongs right again and I could not be prouder of the redemption you've achieved through this.
Anyone who is humble enough to accept their punishments willingly, and take the opportunity to learn and grow from their mistakes, is a strong person in my eyes. None of us is perfect. It is how we step forward that makes us who we are.
I know you care very little about what others see you as, but I hope some day they will let your past transgressions go and see you for the man you are now.
Written By Khanne
July 2, 2017, 11:54 p.m.(10/7/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
When are you going to get on a ship and sail the sea?
When are you taking her north to see the beautiful snows of the mountains we call home?
When are you going to put a shirt back on?
When are you going to actually give me a drink when you say we'll have drinks?
When are you going to shave your cat?
I am sure I can think of many more.....
Written By Eleyna
July 2, 2017, 11:30 p.m.(10/7/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Larissa
June 25, 2017, 8:18 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Darren
June 25, 2017, 6:17 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
I think he's grown quite a bit during his time in Arx. I am happy to see the man he is now, still so full of life, but with a direction and something to ground him. I admire him for who he is, but also for the man I think he will be, as he continues down the path he's chosen in life.
Written By Fergus
June 18, 2017, 2:35 p.m.(9/5/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Darren
June 11, 2017, 8:53 p.m.(8/19/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Asger
May 14, 2017, 10:43 p.m.(6/18/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Written By Calypso
May 7, 2017, 11:07 a.m.(6/2/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Never once have you broken a promise to me and I am glad yesterday was not the day to start. You are with out doubt the most dedicated, impassioned and trustworthy person I know. Our lives exist in parallel for now. But I look forward to the day our lives entwine. Thank you for proving your word is your bond.
We burn brighter together.
Written By Alis
April 2, 2017, 7:01 p.m.(3/14/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
Also, giver of red wool hats. Yes I will wear the brightly dyed hat if we travel north. I would not want to get lost in a random snowdrift. It matches absolutely nothing I own, so it will be like a bright, shining, out of place beacon.
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