Written By Michael
March 25, 2017, 9:37 a.m.(2/25/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Lailah
My sister deserves all the happiness in the world. She deserves joy. And, I will do everything in my power to ensure her happiness endures.
Written By Michael
March 25, 2017, 9:28 a.m.(2/25/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Gabriel
It's been some time but Father and I managed to have a few moments to discuss the affairs of our House despite the demands on his time. I know others have written much about my Father's leadership ability, his steadfastness, and the manner by which he leads. So often I read such things, I feel the shadow of Duke Bisland loom over me.
But when we sit at our family table in our family home, I remember that he's my Father. I'm reminded of the man who put a sword in my hand for the first time and watched me struggle with its initial weight.
I'm reminded of the moments when I saw that small gleam of pride in his eyes as Lailah blossomed with her books.
And, I think, I saw a glimmer of it yesterday.
I may always have the weight of expectations in front of me, but gods, may I be better man for them.
But when we sit at our family table in our family home, I remember that he's my Father. I'm reminded of the man who put a sword in my hand for the first time and watched me struggle with its initial weight.
I'm reminded of the moments when I saw that small gleam of pride in his eyes as Lailah blossomed with her books.
And, I think, I saw a glimmer of it yesterday.
I may always have the weight of expectations in front of me, but gods, may I be better man for them.
Written By Michael
March 16, 2017, 10:36 p.m.(2/8/1006 AR)
I have spent some time at Coldrain Crafts recently to acquire two thank you presents for people whom I owed gratitude. I must say that Mistress Sameera makes some fantastic wares. And while my remarks about her work seem to make her uncomfortable, their quality is undeniable.
If I should find myself in need of jewelry into the future, I will certainly consider commissioning her to make it.
If I should find myself in need of jewelry into the future, I will certainly consider commissioning her to make it.
Written By Michael
March 13, 2017, 12:32 a.m.(2/1/1006 AR)
The Ladies Lili and Sarielle will not have the funeral pyre I'd envisioned. And not for lack of trying and effort on my part. All who ventured beyond the wall with me deserves praise. We have recovered their jewelry and other effects.
I find no satisfaction in the outcome, but know I have done what I must. My duty, my honour, required me to pursue them.
At least in that I have remained steadfast.
I find no satisfaction in the outcome, but know I have done what I must. My duty, my honour, required me to pursue them.
At least in that I have remained steadfast.
Written By Michael
March 7, 2017, 8:24 a.m.(1/17/1006 AR)
Albino ravens are not common. And this uncommon bird--Sarielle's former pet--has brought tidings that I didn't know I would ever receive. Just the same, I take strange comfort in the presence of a bird. I will still get a dog one day.
But for now, it seems I'm to enjoy the company of a raven.
But for now, it seems I'm to enjoy the company of a raven.
Written By Michael
March 7, 2017, 7:48 a.m.(1/17/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Lailah
Even as you bear silence towards me, I hope you know that there are few I have more respect for than you. We may not always agree with each other, but I will always respect your opinion. Not long ago, when I was speaking to our cousin Valerius, I sang your praises--a practice that happens frequently when you're not in the room. A practice, that, perhaps, I should aim to do when you're around so you understand your value in my eyes.
You are by far the most brilliant person I know. You have instinct, knowledge, and the ability to find an answer when there isn't one. When things happen that I don't understand, I seek your counsel. And while I may not say it enough to your face, know that behind your back, all I have are praises about your abilities and the incredible woman that you are.
And if your devotion to Vellichor must take precedent, I will never stand in your way. You are my sister, and far smarter than myself. You are purposed to do something great with your life.
Know that I would've told you in person, but I'd rather not relay my applause through a third party. I could've written it in a message, but I wanted it recorded for posterity for all to read. And so it's here; left to ensure you know your value--both to this city and to me.
You are by far the most brilliant person I know. You have instinct, knowledge, and the ability to find an answer when there isn't one. When things happen that I don't understand, I seek your counsel. And while I may not say it enough to your face, know that behind your back, all I have are praises about your abilities and the incredible woman that you are.
And if your devotion to Vellichor must take precedent, I will never stand in your way. You are my sister, and far smarter than myself. You are purposed to do something great with your life.
Know that I would've told you in person, but I'd rather not relay my applause through a third party. I could've written it in a message, but I wanted it recorded for posterity for all to read. And so it's here; left to ensure you know your value--both to this city and to me.
Written By Michael
March 5, 2017, 11:20 p.m.(1/15/1006 AR)
Someone wiser than myself suggested finding a sense of purpose despite everything going on--to live well. To embrace whatever joy comes to me. And so I wholeheartedly embrace it. I seek for something normal in spite of circumstances. And I find purpose in that which I seek to protect.
Written By Michael
Feb. 27, 2017, 7:42 a.m.(1/1/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Ailys
Your kindness cannot be captured in words. You are undeniably patient, steadfast, and even. And an incredible host. Thank you for all that you're doing and how you're connecting to others. I will endeavour to keep your respect.
Written By Michael
Feb. 26, 2017, 11:47 p.m.(1/1/1006 AR)
Hope.
Dangerous word, that. Yet I find myself clinging to it like a lifeline. Maybe I shouldn't. Yet sometimes I find reason to be so inspired. And I certainly found that. Even if I should deign to have it, there it is.
Dangerous word, that. Yet I find myself clinging to it like a lifeline. Maybe I shouldn't. Yet sometimes I find reason to be so inspired. And I certainly found that. Even if I should deign to have it, there it is.
Written By Michael
Feb. 26, 2017, 8 p.m.(12/28/1005 AR)
I am imperfect. Some say reckless, rash, and impetuous. And perhaps some quests are foolish. But that doesn't stop them from being right. The ache in my chest, the dull lull within it, will not be quelled.
We will bring them home.
And I will aim not to make my Mother's hair go white.
We will bring them home.
And I will aim not to make my Mother's hair go white.
Written By Michael
Feb. 23, 2017, 9:46 a.m.(12/21/1005 AR)
How can I make sense of this? Everything moves as if nothing happened yet I feel an ache within my chest. I swear, I will bring both of you justice. I don't know what you heard of your parents in the Grey Forest, or why you saw fit to go without escort, but what happened to you will not stand. It will not be met without action.
I promise you that.
I promise you that.
Written By Michael
Feb. 21, 2017, 12:30 a.m.(12/17/1005 AR)
I'm not a philosopher. Anyone that knows me well would attest to this. That doesn't mean that there aren't times even the least philosophical have to take account. Strange how things change and transform. I'm not entirely certain what it all means--if it means anything. Maybe some events merely are and require no further reflection.
Maybe.
I'm not convinced this is one of those events.
Maybe.
I'm not convinced this is one of those events.
Written By Michael
Feb. 14, 2017, 4:01 p.m.(12/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Luis
Luis, my friend, you have a way about you that not many could rival!
While we may vary across our decorum, milord, I must say that I greatly appreciated the invitation to your home, and look forward to many more such parties in the future.
That said, I hope next time there will be no need for you to stand on the table, or for me to leave so abruptly.
While we may vary across our decorum, milord, I must say that I greatly appreciated the invitation to your home, and look forward to many more such parties in the future.
That said, I hope next time there will be no need for you to stand on the table, or for me to leave so abruptly.
Written By Michael
Feb. 12, 2017, 9:08 a.m.(11/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Jael
Lady Jael Laurent has a sharp sense of humour--the effects of which we unmissable last night. Her laughter, when unbidden, prompts uncontainable smiles of my own. And now that I know strategies for such victory, I vow in this space, to go out of my way to continue such action again and again.
Written By Michael
Feb. 12, 2017, 9:03 a.m.(11/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Luis
Lord Luis Igniseri has a way about him. With his sharp sense of humour, not-too-formal manners, and general ease of company, Lord Luis is both amiable and friendly. In short order, I believe we're becoming fast friends, and all through a chance meeting when the sun disappeared.
Written By Michael
Feb. 11, 2017, 5 p.m.(11/26/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sarielle
Sarielle seems serious to everyone that meets her, but I know better. She has the markings of something far more comical. I'd like more to see that side of her again.
Written By Michael
Feb. 11, 2017, 8:10 a.m.(11/25/1005 AR)
Visited the House of Spirits yesterday, and that one table could use something to rebalance it. Every time someone walked by, my ale would spill over the top of the glass--well, until it was less full, and consequently, less apt to spill.
The company was excellent though. I made the acquaintance of Princess Valencia Redrain, and saw Lord Calathane once more. Leisure continues to be undeniably important, and finding time for it, I'm convinced, must still be a priority--even with the chaos we sometimes find ourselves in.
The company was excellent though. I made the acquaintance of Princess Valencia Redrain, and saw Lord Calathane once more. Leisure continues to be undeniably important, and finding time for it, I'm convinced, must still be a priority--even with the chaos we sometimes find ourselves in.
Written By Michael
Feb. 8, 2017, 3:04 p.m.(11/19/1005 AR)
The sun disappeared yesterday--not for long, not forever, but long enough. The upset, the ways in which it influenced so many, feels like evidence of the state of Arx.
So many remain unsettled. So many give into panic. I refuse. If doom aims to rear its head, I will not yield to worry. I will not give into panic. Minds greater than me will have plenty to say about what can be done, but in the interim, I will do what I can to maintain the peace.
I hold my resolve.
So many remain unsettled. So many give into panic. I refuse. If doom aims to rear its head, I will not yield to worry. I will not give into panic. Minds greater than me will have plenty to say about what can be done, but in the interim, I will do what I can to maintain the peace.
I hold my resolve.
Written By Michael
Feb. 6, 2017, 10:40 p.m.(11/14/1005 AR)
The baths seem to lay bare moments of unusual insight, and perhaps, even moments of strange earnest. While lingering in the waters today, and enjoying what respite they provided, those present brought to light the strangeness of what can be. While thoughts drifted to the unpleasant things going on, the waters strips away even the most unsettling concerns.
Written By Michael
Feb. 6, 2017, 10:13 p.m.(11/14/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sarielle
Kind cousin
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