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Written By Lys

Aug. 10, 2018, 4:04 a.m.(5/14/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Theo

I place my heart before his throne,
It beats for him alone.

Written By Lys

Aug. 4, 2018, 10:31 p.m.(4/27/1009 AR)

I dreamt I stood before a king craved from stone. / I carved open my chest for him alone. / And gave, still beating, my heart. / But he remained unmoved, and stone.

Written By Lys

Aug. 4, 2018, 10:24 p.m.(4/27/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

We weren't close when I was younger, but it still feels almost as if we were. It's interesting how easily a family fits together; like links of chainmail.

Written By Lys

July 20, 2018, 8:57 p.m.(3/23/1009 AR)

I dreamt I carved my heart, still beating, from my chest and replaced it with a handful of strawberries.

Written By Lys

July 15, 2018, 8:49 a.m.(3/12/1009 AR)

I dreamt I was standing in the bottom of a well, with the water slowly rising. Above me the moon slowly turned blood red and I hear screams in the distance.

Written By Lys

July 9, 2018, 11:52 p.m.(3/1/1009 AR)

I dreamt I stood on an unrailed balcony in a tower so high I could not see the ground. I could reach out and touch the cloud, but it was so and utterly cold. I longed to descend down and find the warmth of the earth, but a poison lingered in my soul and I'd have brought it with me if I leapt from the balcony.

Written By Lys

June 28, 2018, 3:10 a.m.(2/5/1009 AR)

I dreamt I swallowed nothing but ashes. Every sip of wine that past my lips turned to ash on my tongue. Every bite of bread I chewed turned to dust against my gums. I dreamt that I ate and drank only ash until I withered and was ash myself.

Written By Lys

June 26, 2018, 1:12 p.m.(2/2/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Karadoc

Yeah, but I’m not LION about FELINE a little envy Saik’s nickname.







Audric, please don’t lock me out of the house...

Written By Lys

June 26, 2018, 1:04 p.m.(2/2/1009 AR)

Audric says we are the dogs of Velenosa, we are who you meet when you have moved past the point of the subtle games played within the Lyceum.

Suggests a lack of subtlety on our part doesn’t it?

I could say more but... just imagine my laughter instead; loud, braying, and perhaps a hint barking.

I’m not laughing with you.

Written By Lys

June 21, 2018, 12:27 a.m.(1/19/1009 AR)

Here is a tip to my fellow nobles:

Do not tell someone that you have an unhealthy curiosity with what they will do, and that you think of them when you need a distraction. Especially do not do this while you are professing you don't have amorous feelings for them.

I guarantee that they will not believe you, and may very well be made to feel uncomfortable with this attention.

Written By Lys

June 20, 2018, 1 a.m.(1/17/1009 AR)

I dreamt I stood before a table carved from gleaming stygian. This great table stretched on and on until it was wrapped in shadows. The chairs were carved of the purest iridescite and they sat empty. Yet I stood to the left at the head of the table, pouring wine into a goblet of gold until it overflowed and ran like a river of blood across the shining black surface of the table.

Written By Lys

June 13, 2018, 11:03 p.m.(12/24/1008 AR)

I dreamt of a throne formed from the darkest midnight sky, it was wreathed in the thorny vines of a rose bush. The roses were a blinding white and so cold they gave off a mist that froze the breath in my lungs. The throne sat empty.

Written By Lys

June 7, 2018, 5:19 a.m.(12/6/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Audric

My cousin, surely, does not need my protection in any way shape or form. But he's the only who has made me feel as if I belonged anywhere, with anyone, my entire life. And if someone should upset him, I will certainly feed them their own teeth.

Written By Lys

June 7, 2018, 5:15 a.m.(12/6/1008 AR)

I dreamt I was chasing a man made from smoke and mist. I tried to grab handfuls of his ephemereal form, and though I expected to catch ashes instead I found my palms pricked and bloodied from the thorns of a rose bush.

Written By Lys

June 3, 2018, 12:11 p.m.(11/27/1008 AR)

Relationship Note on Cullen

Lord Cullen most certainly does possess the most magnificent beard in the compact! I hear it's soft as feather down as well!

Written By Lys

May 31, 2018, 5:38 p.m.(11/20/1008 AR)

Trust is such a peculiar thing, but how pleasant to give it and not have it betrayed.

Written By Lys

May 30, 2018, 5:37 a.m.(11/16/1008 AR)

I dreamt I was in a vast garden with fagrant flowers all around; but when I tried to touch their petals they burst into flames. Every flower I touched burned to ash before my eyes.

Written By Lys

May 28, 2018, 3:54 p.m.(11/13/1008 AR)

I dreamt I planted lily seeds and faithfully watered them every day for a season, but they grew from the ground withered and rotted.

Written By Lys

May 17, 2018, 1:21 a.m.(10/4/1008 AR)

I know my worth. Do you know yours?

Written By Lys

May 15, 2018, 4:07 p.m.(10/1/1008 AR)

I dreamt I was cupping water within my hands; no matter how tightly I closed my fists, no matter how loosely I held my fingers... The water flowed free and I was left with empty hands.

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