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Written By Eirene

Aug. 29, 2020, 4:50 p.m.(12/6/1013 AR)

I hate it when my suspicions are confirmed.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 26, 2020, 10:13 a.m.(11/27/1013 AR)

I've taken on a student, of sorts. A friend's son who has an interest in herbs and healing; poor kid had to watch me do the bone-saw thing on a dockworker who had a crate crush his leg really nasty-like. Yeah, I'm taking him the gentler side of things as well, but if he's going to run with me he better get used to blood fast. I think he'll be fine. He's a tough kid.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 22, 2020, 7:49 p.m.(11/20/1013 AR)

I hate grounding myself from dangerous pursuits, but I'm not stupid. I know when to take a step back from the danger lines and when to set aside my usual habits. It sucks ass. But it's for the best in the end.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 14, 2020, 9:18 a.m.(11/3/1013 AR)

Knowing myself all too well, I forewarned my friends that I would probably want to look deeper into the matter of the prisoner (name and reason withheld to ensure this journal doesn't get eaten - Yes, scholar, put that in.) And anyhow, I was realistically banned from the House of Solace until such time as he was properly handled. Which is, in hindsight, a damn good thing because I probably would have been there, and as I acknowledged, armor is paper to them.

I spent most of the night at the Saving Grace tending to the evacuated patients from the Solace, who Phee had the wisdom to move out of the building prior to the attack, so there's THAT confusion cleared up for you. I feel bad about the Knights of Solace who never stood a chance. The only thing I've ever found that would help combat these guys is 'Don't Mess with Them' followed by 'Run Away Fast'. Both of which are answers I happen to hate even if tactically sound. Neither is very realistic sometimes, however.

Know what, make this a White Journal. It's confused enough as it is but my ramblings deserve to be on public record.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 11, 2020, 12:47 p.m.(10/26/1013 AR)

Had a very important conversation which led to disappointment and relief. I need to remember not to walk into potentially dangerous situations. I'm not alone in this world and there's a lot of people *A lot is crossed out* who would miss me if I died a horrific death or needed to vanish.

I guess I'll never know. Not like we can watch our own funerals.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 11, 2020, 12:45 p.m.(10/26/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Edain

If you ever come back, I'm smacking you upside the head.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 7, 2020, 12:27 p.m.(10/18/1013 AR)

And here I go again. At least this time I know what to expect. I made him cry. It's so adorable.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 7, 2020, 10:12 a.m.(10/17/1013 AR)

My thanks and appreciation to the many First Responders of Arx who run towards danger instead of from it. It's good to know there's people who got my back when I expose it during the course of my duties as a Physician and medic. People will live who may have died, a barkeep may keep his hand instead of losing it.

My sympathy to whomever has to clean up the mess in the Unkindness. That was a pretty bad wrecking. Oh, and the Fox. I hope that place gets cleaned up since it's one of my usual haunts.

Written By Eirene

Aug. 7, 2020, 9:15 a.m.(10/17/1013 AR)

Sometimes you study a topic you wish you hadn't.

Othertimes people come to you with topics you wish you -had-.

It's a total crap shoot what you do and if it'll pay off.

Note to self: Stare upward more.

Written By Eirene

July 7, 2020, 11:38 a.m.(8/12/1013 AR)

Lagoma's burning *the scholar had started to write something else but she had it crossed out and amended* eyebrows, I have a wedding in a few days. Mine. I have dress, shoes, rings, veil -all that crap. I guess second time around is going to be the fancy version, instead of the opposite way most do it.

That's me. Bass-ackwards.

Written By Eirene

July 6, 2020, 8:24 p.m.(8/10/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Costas

I've lost too many friends and trusted compatriots. You were one of the ones I could trust to watch my back and keep my family safe from knives in the night. May the Queen welcome your soul and grant you another turn soon enough.

Written By Eirene

June 25, 2020, 10:15 a.m.(7/15/1013 AR)

It's not really a Proclamation kind of thing but there deserves and needs to be public record so...

I name Softest Whisper Anisha as the First Liar to Idris and Iris Malvici, awarding her all rights and responsibilities such a post deserves. This means she can teach my children and visit them as she sees fit to educate them in being Lycene, and also how to have a fuck ton more social graces than I can ever provide. This is above and beyond what my family is teaching them, which I'm sure is plenty since I have no idea how Iris learned the word slinky. (Much as how Lucita has no clue where pond-scum green came from).

Written By Eirene

June 24, 2020, 11:03 a.m.(7/14/1013 AR)

My wedding reception is going to be an old soldier's excuse to drink, share stories we're proud of, and throw things at targets and hopefully NOT other people. I refuse to get my own wedding dress bloodied since it's going to be fancy and shit. Mihaly and I are even talking about opening a bar for soldiers to come drink in. None of this modern music crap, the bards would only play the classics. And good beer and whiskey. No wine.

Strange to think I'm remarrying after six years of being a widow. My kids are excited though, and I'm happy they're happy and that I'm happy and isn't it the most fucking stupid adorable bullshit thing you can imagine? I've allowed them to pick out their own wedding outfits, so don't be surprised if one of them has knife-wielding rabbits embroidered on them because if my five year old son wants lethal bunnies on his tunic, he gets them. My daughter wants butterflies with stingers. I asked if she meant wasps and she said 'fuck no, they're ugly mommy, Butterflies are prettier.'

Have I mentioned how much I love those little brats?

Written By Eirene

June 20, 2020, 12:15 a.m.(7/5/1013 AR)

I don't spend nearly enough time with my siblings, the two that aren't dead, I mean. I don't spend time with the dead ones either, if that's what you're wondering, Scholar.

Written By Eirene

June 17, 2020, 4:10 p.m.(6/28/1013 AR)

We played a game the other day. "Name four people you wanted by your side in a fight."

Many of the people I would have chosen were dead or gone.
Costas. Leo. Anze. Talen. Luca. Armel.

I miss you all, motherfuckers. I hope those of you who live are still fighting the good fight. And I hope someday to see those I've lost in another body, so we can be friends again and fight even harder the second time around.

Written By Eirene

June 11, 2020, 2:26 p.m.(6/16/1013 AR)

I'm getting a wedding dress. I didn't have one when I married last time. It's a weird feeling, at my age, to be going through this once more. This time it's different. I can't say how, but it is very different. Good different. But weird A-F.

My children are excited for it, which is good, because they are the most important thing in my life. My little monsters are dear to my heart and I have literally fought for them to ensure they have a future to grow up in that is safer and truer than the one we live in now.

We have people threatening that future. I don't care if it's a foreign God or a King (or Emperor in this case). I will fight them with every breath to ensure my little Malvicis have a free world to inherit when their time comes.

Written By Eirene

June 4, 2020, 12:28 p.m.(6/2/1013 AR)

Returned recently from Caer Morinen (I can never say it right, so just write it as I pronounced it, Scholar) and got high as Lagoma's blazing balls off some kind of blue hallucinogenic substance, which made me think I was seeing tentacle arms and ghosts and demons. It was nice to be able to say 'There's a scientific reason for all of this' for a change. The sky colors and air-turtles were exquisite though.

Written By Eirene

June 4, 2020, 12:24 p.m.(6/2/1013 AR)

So I told my toddlers I'm going to get a wedding dress made and they had Suggestions (tm).

Idris wants me to wear purple with butterflies holding swords.
Iris wants peacock blue-green (though she calls it Butt-Fan Bird Green) and skull motifs.

I don't know if I can accommodate their requests, but we'll see.

Written By Eirene

May 26, 2020, 12:31 p.m.(5/12/1013 AR)

Relationship Note on Ravna

One of the few people I know who can curse as creatively as I can, if not better than me. We served together in a recent engagement and he's a crazy mother fucker; I have to admire that even if it will mean he ends up in my care often.

Written By Eirene

May 26, 2020, 10:50 a.m.(5/12/1013 AR)

If I can impart one bit of wisdom on my children it's this: Never get into a fight in the Whites or Proclaim your annoyances for the world to see. Carry your opinions close. Black Journals are great for those kinds of airing of grievances.

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