Written By Juliet
Dec. 4, 2016, 8:05 p.m.(4/18/1005 AR)
A lesson I need to learn, I find, is one that I've been told once or twice in the past few months: Listen to what people tell you. Accept their words. I will be better at this.
You are right, my dear. Your opinion doesn't matter. And I am glad to have realised it.
You are right, my dear. Your opinion doesn't matter. And I am glad to have realised it.
Written By Juliet
Dec. 1, 2016, 3:51 a.m.(4/7/1005 AR)
Second chances are a blessed thing. And I am grateful to those who are willing to grant them.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 27, 2016, 12:56 a.m.(3/23/1005 AR)
I seem to have an exceptional gift for expressing myself poorly lately.
Maybe I've fallen ill?
Maybe I've fallen ill?
Written By Juliet
Nov. 26, 2016, 12:26 p.m.(3/21/1005 AR)
The painting has arrived, and it is, I think, just about everything I'd hoped. Messere Fortunato has said he wishes to meet me again before he starts on the ~interesting~ one, and I am only too glad to oblige him.
I wonder how he'll riddle me this time.
I wonder how he'll riddle me this time.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 23, 2016, 11:26 p.m.(3/13/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Runa
I will name her Sweet, from the stories she read me.
She soothes me. Brings me peace.
Would that I could have her read me bedtime stories every night. My sleep should ever be restful, and filled with the most wondrous imaginings.
Does my cousin know what a treasure his assistant is?
She soothes me. Brings me peace.
Would that I could have her read me bedtime stories every night. My sleep should ever be restful, and filled with the most wondrous imaginings.
Does my cousin know what a treasure his assistant is?
Written By Juliet
Nov. 22, 2016, 5:39 a.m.(3/8/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Nadia
My only regret when it comes to my relationship with the Duchess Nightgold is that there doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day, or days in the week, or - well, you get the picture. I don't see her enough.
She is kind and generous, both with her time and her gifts. She has what seems like a genuine interest in the women of this city.
And yet, I find myself wanting more.
Is that your secret, Nadia? Always leave them wanting more?
She is kind and generous, both with her time and her gifts. She has what seems like a genuine interest in the women of this city.
And yet, I find myself wanting more.
Is that your secret, Nadia? Always leave them wanting more?
Written By Juliet
Nov. 22, 2016, 5:37 a.m.(3/8/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Dafne
Morbid? I didn't find her so. I found her more alive than most.
Certainly, her perspective is unique, and her compliments come from interesting angles.
But I don't know that I'd call her morbid.
I look forward to reading her stories. I hope I'm in them.
Certainly, her perspective is unique, and her compliments come from interesting angles.
But I don't know that I'd call her morbid.
I look forward to reading her stories. I hope I'm in them.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 20, 2016, 9:14 a.m.(3/3/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Leola
I don't think anyone's ever treated me like a -falcon- before.
Still, the lesson was very instructive. I have been trained well.
I'll be the best damn falcon Fidante ever had, if need be.
I will never stop giggling about this.
Still, the lesson was very instructive. I have been trained well.
I'll be the best damn falcon Fidante ever had, if need be.
I will never stop giggling about this.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 20, 2016, 7:36 a.m.(3/2/1005 AR)
Sometimes, just surrendering all your cares and worries to someone else, to become nothing more than a subject to be worked and soothed, is delightful.
Whispers are very good at making one forget the rest of the world.
Whispers are very good at making one forget the rest of the world.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 18, 2016, 5:26 a.m.(2/24/1005 AR)
I never got to go into detail, but I suppose I shared -a- tip or two. And got a few in return.
Duchess Nightgold knows how to spoil her friends, I'll give her that.
I do hope this becomes a monthly occurence. I feel radiant.
Duchess Nightgold knows how to spoil her friends, I'll give her that.
I do hope this becomes a monthly occurence. I feel radiant.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 17, 2016, 1:38 a.m.(2/21/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Dawn
The Lady Regent was pleasant, as I expected her to be.
Honest, as I expected her to be.
I don't think I made a very good impression.
Alas, my audience was cut short, but such is the nature of not having anything of importance to offer.
Honest, as I expected her to be.
I don't think I made a very good impression.
Alas, my audience was cut short, but such is the nature of not having anything of importance to offer.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 14, 2016, 5:07 p.m.(2/14/1005 AR)
The problem with having a heart that loves as soon as it sees what is special about a person is...
As often as not, you will not be loved back.
Perhaps their heart belongs to another. Not all love as freely as you.
Perhaps they are scared by the intensity with which you feel. Or think you frivolous for giving away your heart so easily.
Perhaps they simply don't like you.
Perhaps they just want a friend.
And part of loving a person is respecting that. Is taking joy in their victories and triumphs in life.
Compersion, the feeling of knowing someone you loved, are loved by someone other than you. It is the greatest joy. It is the opposite of jealousy. It is the confirmation of everything good you see in someone.
But sometimes, not having their love, as you want it
It hurts nonetheless.
As often as not, you will not be loved back.
Perhaps their heart belongs to another. Not all love as freely as you.
Perhaps they are scared by the intensity with which you feel. Or think you frivolous for giving away your heart so easily.
Perhaps they simply don't like you.
Perhaps they just want a friend.
And part of loving a person is respecting that. Is taking joy in their victories and triumphs in life.
Compersion, the feeling of knowing someone you loved, are loved by someone other than you. It is the greatest joy. It is the opposite of jealousy. It is the confirmation of everything good you see in someone.
But sometimes, not having their love, as you want it
It hurts nonetheless.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 12, 2016, 6:26 a.m.(2/6/1005 AR)
Praise to Jayus, praise to Vellichor, praise to Limerance! It is done.
For the better part of fall I've been writing to my old friends in Tor. Collecting knowledge, keeping up to date on things. Writing down knowledge of things I miss and would like to see in Arx.
The Song of Roses.
Today, Messere Gisele sent me the first copies of the book, bound and with her scribes mimicking my handwriting as best they were able. I have the original manuscript, of course. But to see the tomes. To know that my knowledge will be shared... To think that perhaps the nobles and merchants in this city will use flowers as we do; to see more roses among them...
It makes my heart beat a little faster. It makes Arx feel a little more like it -can- be my new home.
"A Language of Roses", the letters read, as I trace my fingers across the kid leather.
"A Rose Cipher of Tor".
And then, in gold foil, just beneath the beautiful illuminated rose Messere Gisele has put in a panel.
My name.
"Lady Juliet Fidante."
I will praise Him as well. I know they fear Him outside Lyceum, but this is my passion and He fuels it.
So praise be to you, Tehom. Thank you for your presence in my life and soul.
For the better part of fall I've been writing to my old friends in Tor. Collecting knowledge, keeping up to date on things. Writing down knowledge of things I miss and would like to see in Arx.
The Song of Roses.
Today, Messere Gisele sent me the first copies of the book, bound and with her scribes mimicking my handwriting as best they were able. I have the original manuscript, of course. But to see the tomes. To know that my knowledge will be shared... To think that perhaps the nobles and merchants in this city will use flowers as we do; to see more roses among them...
It makes my heart beat a little faster. It makes Arx feel a little more like it -can- be my new home.
"A Language of Roses", the letters read, as I trace my fingers across the kid leather.
"A Rose Cipher of Tor".
And then, in gold foil, just beneath the beautiful illuminated rose Messere Gisele has put in a panel.
My name.
"Lady Juliet Fidante."
I will praise Him as well. I know they fear Him outside Lyceum, but this is my passion and He fuels it.
So praise be to you, Tehom. Thank you for your presence in my life and soul.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 11, 2016, 9:21 a.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Max
The Count Darkwater and I got off to a rocky start. By the third time we met... Well. I was unimpressed, to say the least.
The fourth time, he called me out on leaving him behind. So I explained to him why, in excruciating detail. I think I shocked poor Princess Natalia - I've strived to be nice since I came to Arx, after all.
I am pleased to say that the Count rose above what I expected of him. I am pleased to say that he appears to be a fine man, despite my initial impressions.
Perhaps we will make fine friends still. And I'll watch him be a proper Rake.
The fourth time, he called me out on leaving him behind. So I explained to him why, in excruciating detail. I think I shocked poor Princess Natalia - I've strived to be nice since I came to Arx, after all.
I am pleased to say that the Count rose above what I expected of him. I am pleased to say that he appears to be a fine man, despite my initial impressions.
Perhaps we will make fine friends still. And I'll watch him be a proper Rake.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 6, 2016, 1:47 a.m.(1/16/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Joscelin
Not only is messere Arterius a skilled craftswoman blessed by Jayus, but the lady has an excellent keen wit and a wondrously delightful demeanour as well. I look forward to seeing her again - I think, based on tonight, that she may very well be exactly what I am looking for.
And I will cherish the title of "The Walking Blossom of Scandal" until the Thirteenth comes for me.
And I will cherish the title of "The Walking Blossom of Scandal" until the Thirteenth comes for me.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 6, 2016, 1:10 a.m.(1/16/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Natalia
I sometimes struggle to wrap my head around Princess Natalia Grayson.
She is easily distracted - and of course, a lady of her stature has always a myriad of voices longing to have her attention.
And yet, undeniably, she is so very talented at her chosen vocation - to make others look good. Quite literally. I wonder if she practices her devotions to Jayus with needle and thread?
She certainly knows where to get marvellous clothing. The dress and boots she sent me have made my week.
I'm glad that she's chosen to call me friend.
She is easily distracted - and of course, a lady of her stature has always a myriad of voices longing to have her attention.
And yet, undeniably, she is so very talented at her chosen vocation - to make others look good. Quite literally. I wonder if she practices her devotions to Jayus with needle and thread?
She certainly knows where to get marvellous clothing. The dress and boots she sent me have made my week.
I'm glad that she's chosen to call me friend.
Written By Juliet
Oct. 30, 2016, 1:45 p.m.(12/24/1004 AR)
I have in my room a glass vase, long and slender. Fit to hold a single flower.
The flower it holds is singular too, though its stem is a bit short, and its light is fading, slowly.
It's a very rare bloom, rarely seen, and yet her Grace the Archduchess gave it away without thought, because it made me smile.
It makes me smile still, to look at it; to bring it to the windows under the moonlight, and watch the petals gain their shine still.
This is what is good about Arx.
The flower it holds is singular too, though its stem is a bit short, and its light is fading, slowly.
It's a very rare bloom, rarely seen, and yet her Grace the Archduchess gave it away without thought, because it made me smile.
It makes me smile still, to look at it; to bring it to the windows under the moonlight, and watch the petals gain their shine still.
This is what is good about Arx.
Written By Juliet
Oct. 30, 2016, 1:37 p.m.(12/24/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Runa
The Lady Runa Hawkmoor makes for interesting companionship. I can see why my cousin keeps her around. Despite some nervousness among groups of people, she clearly has a keen mind and the way she talks inspires one to want to listen to her.
In some ways I envy her. And I know she, in some ways, envy me. But I'm sure our friendship can survive it, and we can be better together.
In some ways I envy her. And I know she, in some ways, envy me. But I'm sure our friendship can survive it, and we can be better together.
Written By Juliet
Oct. 20, 2016, 11:22 a.m.(11/22/1004 AR)
It is flattering, sometimes, to realise just who goes to the Archives, taking time out of their days to read one's thoughts, and to send kindness your way.
Today I am humbled and grateful.
Today I am humbled and grateful.
Written By Juliet
Oct. 20, 2016, 9:56 a.m.(11/22/1004 AR)
Cousin Leo is bold, dedicated and loyal to our House. He loves us very much, and his every action is done in this regard.
It scares me a little.
All I've ever wanted from life is to surround myself with beauty and to share in pleasure. Call me a devotee of Jayus in this regard. He called it "smaller pleasures". I don't know what a large pleasure would be, but he speaks of the permanence of the House, of leaving a legacy.
I think we reached some sort of accord? I will do what I can to support my House in its endeavours and he will stop and smell the roses.
I consider this a victory, even if it will require great sacrifice on my part.
It scares me a little.
All I've ever wanted from life is to surround myself with beauty and to share in pleasure. Call me a devotee of Jayus in this regard. He called it "smaller pleasures". I don't know what a large pleasure would be, but he speaks of the permanence of the House, of leaving a legacy.
I think we reached some sort of accord? I will do what I can to support my House in its endeavours and he will stop and smell the roses.
I consider this a victory, even if it will require great sacrifice on my part.
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