Written By Jan
Sept. 10, 2023, 7:34 p.m.(7/7/1020 AR)
I have met a fellow kindred spirit. Shared with her what little I know about some of the woes that menace the compact.
Written By Jan
Sept. 10, 2023, 7:31 p.m.(7/7/1020 AR)
Had a discussion today about the merits of painting on clothes. I am intrigued with this prospect.
Written By Jan
Sept. 4, 2023, 12:15 a.m.(6/21/1020 AR)
Relationship Note on Titania
Cousin but more like a sister. Blessed that she's safely returned to us.
Written By Jan
Sept. 3, 2023, 9:11 p.m.(6/21/1020 AR)
I think we are making good progress in the project to map movements and now we are expanding the area we are monitoring so fingers are crossed!
Written By Jan
Sept. 3, 2023, 8:58 p.m.(6/21/1020 AR)
One of these days I will wash that damn scarf. I'll give it right back but some day...it will be clean.
Written By Jan
Aug. 31, 2023, 1:23 p.m.(6/14/1020 AR)
I am blessed to have been born a Kennex. I will never regret leaving but I will always be glad that I returned and blessed I proved myself worthy to be welcomed back. I know that I can on occasion be reactive or prone to overthinking but my cousins don't, and never will, suffer will suffer fools and that has been my saving grace more than once.
Written By Jan
Aug. 26, 2023, 7:30 p.m.(6/5/1020 AR)
Just when I think I can't be any bigger of a witless idiot-I immediately prove myself wrong. Fuck my life.
Written By Jan
Aug. 26, 2023, 2:25 p.m.(6/5/1020 AR)
Gods. I hate this. Thinking everything's fine. Content. Happy. Then when such off-handed delivery I'm given a jarring reality check leaves me on my ass I have the audacity to be shocked. Left to realize I'm a niave idiot. Normally don't give a fuck with anyone thinks of me and yet here I am smarting, breathless, and without cover to realize I've given a lien on my fucking dignity. I hate it so much and yet I'm not sure if I hate it more, or myself, that it's still not enough that I stop. Maybe I just like pain. Maybe it's a Kennex condition. It would certainly explain a few things. I hate this.
Written By Jan
Aug. 20, 2023, 12:16 p.m.(5/20/1020 AR)
I couldn't be happier for Mikani, though calling her Countess may take some getting used to. The reception was of course beautiful though I admit I was just happy to have the chance to catch up with Caspian-it has been far too long.
Written By Jan
Aug. 13, 2023, 9 p.m.(5/7/1020 AR)
I am blessed to see those around me dip their toes into the optimistic future and it warms the soul.
Written By Jan
Aug. 13, 2023, 8:59 p.m.(5/7/1020 AR)
I expected there would be meetings, briefings-orders when the banners were called upon. I wonder if maybe it was a census and not a call to arms after all.
Written By Jan
Aug. 12, 2023, 10:16 p.m.(5/5/1020 AR)
I know it's common for marriages amongst peerage to be strategic not romantic but the notion of forming such an intimate partnership with someone you're not already invested in seems crazy. It makes me wonder if the advice for marriages amongst peers holds any water at all.
Written By Jan
Aug. 8, 2023, 10:10 p.m.(4/25/1020 AR)
I have finally shed my fear and look towards the future with clear eyes.
Written By Jan
Aug. 6, 2023, 10:57 a.m.(4/20/1020 AR)
I am glad I paid attention to some of my lessons as a child but I am left wondering how so much got excluded. Then again, it is just as likely the lessons were given and I simply wasn't present for them. Whoops. It seems like I will need to reveal new virtues before I get too old to wield a sword.
Written By Jan
Aug. 1, 2023, 12:18 p.m.(4/10/1020 AR)
Is it crazy to not need to know how something works? Simply to trust that it will? Or is that naive?
Written By Jan
July 30, 2023, 10:06 p.m.(4/7/1020 AR)
Everyone confides in friends. It's normal and natural. So why won't they confide in me?
Written By Jan
July 29, 2023, 8:26 p.m.(4/5/1020 AR)
What the actual fuck? The next time people learn of his plans by reading his whites before I do-he hangs by his fucking heels.
Written By Jan
July 23, 2023, 8:39 p.m.(3/21/1020 AR)
A fucking alarcite sword. It's too fucking much. I am never going to be able to reciprocate a gift like this. Of course he tried to blame Raja but fessed up it was his idea. I am incredibly touched but a bit overwhelmed by a gift that is likely to be the finest thing I'll ever own in my whole life.
Written By Jan
July 23, 2023, 7:47 p.m.(3/21/1020 AR)
Time flies when you're elbows deep into research. On the other side my recently returned cousin seems happier. It warms the heart to see. Finally got to see Wash in his element. Now I know to be terrified whenever he feels confident-that man knows no fear. No wonder he's such a fine fit for Kennex.
Written By Jan
July 16, 2023, 9:39 p.m.(3/7/1020 AR)
My companion promised a surprise upon his return. I wonder what it says that I am equal parts curious and wary. Perhaps that I keep company with someone who keeps my edge sharp.
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