Written By Dycard
Feb. 24, 2020, 12:12 p.m.(10/23/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Revell
At first glance, I took you to be no more than a 'flower girl' - a stereotype that typically summarises not only a profession, but a personality, an ethos. Shame on me for making such a judgement.
Instead, you are clearly more than that. You're outspoken, but that doesn't do the idea justice - you speak your mind without reservation (albeit with a great deal of post-speech nerves), you actively despise duplicity and self-suppression. You drag lies, doubt and hesitation kicking and screaming into the light, and that is a rare quality.
It does make you a potentially problematic friend to have around as you drag -my- hesitation and subtlety into the light (with the gentle touch of a rum-soaked Thraxian in a chinashop), but perhaps that is good for me, in the long run.
What made you this way, one has to wonder? Perhaps in time, -that- will be dragged out and revealed.
Written By Dycard
Feb. 24, 2020, 12:11 p.m.(10/23/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Dianna
I confess that in large part, this game is just that - a chase, a pleasant distraction from the dour seriousness of obligation.
But, having attended your ceremony, having heard what you said to your reflection - and your reaction to Revell's breach of decorum - I have to admit, I find myself increasingly interested in getting to know you better.
Either way, you -are- a most pleasant distraction. We must have that dance sometime.
Written By Dycard
Feb. 24, 2020, 12:10 p.m.(10/23/1012 AR)
The Gambit's hold has been emptied, her cargo sold for a song - she'll need the space. I'd not thought to return to the waves so soon after arriving, but in truth, I can't wait - Arx is a beautiful city full of beautiful company, but I find myself restless within her walls - I need to be out -doing- something. If it's something useful, all the better.
What exactly I -will- be doing is not for a white - not yet, anyhow. For the moment, I'll take delight in saying that my father would be ashamed of me.
Written By Dycard
Feb. 20, 2020, 11:03 a.m.(10/15/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Lucene
I'm not quite sure why I was so readily beaten by Lucene on the training sands. It would be wrong to sully her victory - unlike her family's namesake, the Lady Gilden is anything but soft, and gave me the most thorough thrashing I've had since... well, in years.
But that as an aside, my own performance was as lacking as hers was proficient. Maybe it had to do with the lack of stakes - for all her rage, I knew my life was never in any real danger, whereas I can remember fighting tooth and nail for my - or Rom's - life on multiple occasions, frequently snatching survival from the jaws of death.
Maybe I've grown soft. Too much 'gentleman,' not enough 'reaver' to my lifestyle of late.
Or perhaps I'm simply worse at swords than I thought. Perhaps I should find someone to remind me which end of the weapon is the business end.
Written By Dycard
Feb. 19, 2020, 8:05 a.m.(10.450516286375661/19.228912037037038/1012.7875430238646 AR)
The Gambit's made port many a time in the past half year, of course - I've spent a fair number of nights ashore here and there, in varying places and varying company - but this is the first time since Spring that I've come ashore with any real intention to stay until the next morning.
Why I've come back feels as ambiguous and murky - and yet, as inevitable - as the reason I left in the first place. The open ocean called until I could ignore it no longer, and the solitude (to the extent that one's ever alone on a cramped vessel with two score of crew, anyway) was welcome, but it could only ever have been temporary.
I've got duties to attend to, for my family, for the Isles - and some personal affairs to dig into that can't really be explored leagues away from civilisation.
I'd also be lying if I said I wasn't looking forward to some fairer company. The Gambit's a reliable old girl with whom I've been through a lot, and my crew have their charm, but I have missed spending time with individuals for whom personal hygiene isn't a novel concept.
So, here's to new beginnings. The tide goes out, the tide comes in.
Written By Dycard
Nov. 25, 2019, 8:32 a.m.(4/6/1012 AR)
I need some time to myself, to remember the truth of who and what I am, and to remember the meaning of freedom.
My sister and her heir live on; I was only ever the spare, and I have been feeling that more of late. Perhaps when I return it'll be in a better frame of mind.
Fare well, Arx, until we see each other once more.
Written By Dycard
Feb. 17, 2019, 5:20 p.m.(8/4/1010 AR)
The caravel is a most wonderful vessel. I'm so proud of Skye and the shipyards, and she weathered the storm as well as any vessel I've seen. Even if I didn't. Ow. I'm sure the skin on my leg will grow back 'ere I see Blackshore again.
Written By Dycard
Sept. 16, 2018, 5:08 p.m.(8/12/1009 AR)
I do hope my friends remember what I look like.
Written By Dycard
Sept. 9, 2018, 5:04 p.m.(7/24/1009 AR)
Normal service - and servicing - will be resumed shortly, I hope. Once I finish sneezing all over the place.
Written By Dycard
Sept. 2, 2018, 4:11 p.m.(7/6/1009 AR)
Written By Dycard
Aug. 26, 2018, 6:49 p.m.(6/20/1009 AR)
I wonder how large a bed I can fit through the door?
Written By Dycard
Aug. 12, 2018, 2:24 p.m.(5/19/1009 AR)
This sport - much like the hunting of boars - is likely best reserved for when one is very, very drunk and one has just lost a bet.
Written By Dycard
Aug. 1, 2018, 12:57 a.m.(4/19/1009 AR)
Thank you. I look forward to the work ahead of me.
Written By Dycard
July 24, 2018, 4:26 p.m.(4/4/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Fairen
I will return to make another attempt.
Written By Dycard
July 24, 2018, 4:07 p.m.(4/4/1009 AR)
It was as though everything I had ever known flew out through my ears, leaving but a shell of empty space behind; I found myself doubting whether I was in fact reading the questions at all, the words jumbling themselves together in my head and playing hopscotch behind my eyes.
Perhaps next time I will be able to nail them to the page. I will have to be sure to bring a hammer.
No, Scholar, that was a joke.
Written By Dycard
July 22, 2018, 9:20 a.m.(3/28/1009 AR)
Whatever happened yesterday, this morning I feel as though I gargled a hedgehog.
Written By Dycard
July 15, 2018, 3:46 a.m.(3/12/1009 AR)
Were one of the greatest tailors of Arx to make me an outfit I'd wear it with pride, even were it three strips of wool. I might wear it with undergarments - that stuff itches - but I'd wear it and be glad of it. I arrived in Arx wearing rags, grateful to have arrived at all.
Were one of my liege lord's lord's kin to offer me insult, I'd protest to my lord and let her deal with it. Perhaps I am old-fashioned, perhaps my House cleaves to traditions that were no more by the time some others were created, or perhaps Thrax does not handle such matters the way the rest of the Compact does, but I learned at my mother's knee that such is the graceful way to handle these things. I arrived in Arx hoping that my brother had survived and sure that all my other kin were dead, and finding that I still have a family, someone to whom to give my fealty, and a place in the world will forever be a joy.
Perhaps it's the ordeals I've endured, where simply surviving another day was a victory. Perhaps it's the ordeals I've seen, where death became a blessed end to suffering. Perhaps it's the memories that haunt me through the nights that tell me that there are more important things in life than what seems so vital to life here.
While Arx whiles away the idle days with duels and parties, others pay for that with their lives. Some of you knew Countess Paige, many of you far better than I. She was a woman who did her duty. Will they be able to say the same of you?
Written By Dycard
July 12, 2018, 3:16 p.m.(3/7/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Snow
Written By Dycard
July 1, 2018, 5:27 p.m.(2/12/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Coraline
So, Princess, do you wish to be Dame or Sir? Princess Sir Coraline has a certain ring to it, I'm sure you can agree.
Written By Dycard
July 1, 2018, 4:59 p.m.(2/12/1009 AR)
I believe it may be time to make sure that Blackshore will have what it needs in time for a good spring festival. Parties, events and socialising are, after all, a part of what Skye asked me to do for the Barony, and I see no reason that should all happen in Arx where our people can't attend.
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