Written By Dianna
Nov. 27, 2019, 11:12 p.m.(4/11/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Cambria
I write this for all eyes who may look upon this journal to see and know henceforth and forever more:
The woman who is my mortal cousin and who was my Marquessa, and the man who is her husband and was my Marquis are the most extraordinary of people whom I have been honored to meet.
My love for them abounds, exceeds all possible expectations; and I shall forever love them.
That I am given even the honor of holding the name 'Godsworn' is a gift from them that I shall cherish above all other gifts and make good on for all my days.
I am blessed, have been blessed and continue to be blessed by them both, in all they do and have ever done.
Let it be known that these two love their family, cherish them beyond what could ever be expected of two people, of a cousin, of a liege -
And should it ever be questioned as to their support of one Sister Dianna Godsworn, may such questioning be struck down by my own words, that I have written down here, in this journal:
For they both have and forever support me in my decision to be godsworn.
The woman who is my mortal cousin and who was my Marquessa, and the man who is her husband and was my Marquis are the most extraordinary of people whom I have been honored to meet.
My love for them abounds, exceeds all possible expectations; and I shall forever love them.
That I am given even the honor of holding the name 'Godsworn' is a gift from them that I shall cherish above all other gifts and make good on for all my days.
I am blessed, have been blessed and continue to be blessed by them both, in all they do and have ever done.
Let it be known that these two love their family, cherish them beyond what could ever be expected of two people, of a cousin, of a liege -
And should it ever be questioned as to their support of one Sister Dianna Godsworn, may such questioning be struck down by my own words, that I have written down here, in this journal:
For they both have and forever support me in my decision to be godsworn.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 22, 2019, 12:42 a.m.(3/27/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Zoey
You are, quite possibly, the most inspiring woman I have ever had occasion to personally know.
Thank you for holding me to task.
With all my soul, I love you.
Thank you for holding me to task.
With all my soul, I love you.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 21, 2019, 9:17 a.m.(3/26/1012 AR)
I just miss you.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 21, 2019, 2:33 a.m.(3/25/1012 AR)
Lessons I have learned of late:
When in doubt: Ask.
When not in doubt: Ask twice, and twice again.
When in doubt: Ask.
When not in doubt: Ask twice, and twice again.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 21, 2019, 2:13 a.m.(3/25/1012 AR)
I am not alone.
I am not, nor shall forever be, again, alone.
I am not, nor shall forever be, again, alone.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 19, 2019, 10:19 p.m.(3/23/1012 AR)
What is this thought that women of the Lyceum will stab a person for merely not doing as we wish?
There are those who will, certainly; and those who won't - but it is surely the same of anyone - male or female - throughout the Compact, regardless of their native soil.
Is it so very hard to tell the difference?
And, if it is: Perhaps there are Lyceum lessons to be learned of how to spot a lie?
There are those who will, certainly; and those who won't - but it is surely the same of anyone - male or female - throughout the Compact, regardless of their native soil.
Is it so very hard to tell the difference?
And, if it is: Perhaps there are Lyceum lessons to be learned of how to spot a lie?
Written By Dianna
Nov. 15, 2019, 1:56 p.m.(3/14/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Arcadia
Having encountered so much poetry, of late, I am inclined to wonder if I should write - or endeavor in some kind of artistry.
Where is there time, though - when life's questions and mysteries abound, when there are so many people yet to know? In truth, I've barely a moment for my own journals, much less for savoring sounds of evocative words.
Besides, this winter's chill has my fingers frozen nearly stiff; only warmed brandy - and some clear, spiced-pear liquor I have chanced upon - manage to keep my blood moving, as well as whisky, (when brandy is in short supply).
The Everwinter tasting was warm enough, though: The sheer number of bodies within even such a grand room kept me warm enough (although, it is possible that I did not notice, on account of having discovered the delightful warmth of bear fur. I shall never take it off all winter, I am sure). Thank you, again, for hosting such a grand party, Countess, and for entertaining my dearest cousin throughout the eve.
Where is there time, though - when life's questions and mysteries abound, when there are so many people yet to know? In truth, I've barely a moment for my own journals, much less for savoring sounds of evocative words.
Besides, this winter's chill has my fingers frozen nearly stiff; only warmed brandy - and some clear, spiced-pear liquor I have chanced upon - manage to keep my blood moving, as well as whisky, (when brandy is in short supply).
The Everwinter tasting was warm enough, though: The sheer number of bodies within even such a grand room kept me warm enough (although, it is possible that I did not notice, on account of having discovered the delightful warmth of bear fur. I shall never take it off all winter, I am sure). Thank you, again, for hosting such a grand party, Countess, and for entertaining my dearest cousin throughout the eve.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 10, 2019, 2:39 p.m.(3/4/1012 AR)
It is a wonder to me the distinction and resulting mannerisms and types of intelligence bred from books, versus from others' instruction, versus from one's self-reflection and discovery. Each certainly has its merit and worth; and each, in turn, its vice.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 8, 2019, 11:05 p.m.(3/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Vincenzo
What slavery, in the Compact, exists?
Thralldom, yes. But the two, as I understand them, are vastly, vastly different.
Not that we Lycene stoop to either one, nor would we. A free mind is an industrious mind; a free will is one that can create and bring more wealth than ever either thralldom or slavery might bring.
Words, of course, have meanings.
Thralldom, yes. But the two, as I understand them, are vastly, vastly different.
Not that we Lycene stoop to either one, nor would we. A free mind is an industrious mind; a free will is one that can create and bring more wealth than ever either thralldom or slavery might bring.
Words, of course, have meanings.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 8, 2019, 5:47 p.m.(3/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Victus
Well-written, my lord, and well-explained.
There is undoubtedly a consequence to every action; a void so much more thoroughly destroys than does an unpleasant or undesirable act.
There are those who understand this distinction and use it with great care; and so many more fools who think that it is so very easy to remove a leg, once built, and not collapse the table, spilling everything.
Such fools are worse than the most blatant of evil-doers (if such is possible), for they repeat and repeat again their deeds with ignorance and self-righteous pride, claiming that they did not know of or intend the results.
We must take a care to learn and understand - and learn again - particularly and most especially when the unexpected may arise.
There is undoubtedly a consequence to every action; a void so much more thoroughly destroys than does an unpleasant or undesirable act.
There are those who understand this distinction and use it with great care; and so many more fools who think that it is so very easy to remove a leg, once built, and not collapse the table, spilling everything.
Such fools are worse than the most blatant of evil-doers (if such is possible), for they repeat and repeat again their deeds with ignorance and self-righteous pride, claiming that they did not know of or intend the results.
We must take a care to learn and understand - and learn again - particularly and most especially when the unexpected may arise.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 8, 2019, 5:25 p.m.(3/1/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Strozza
My cousin's words bring tears to my eyes - tears I did not know were held by the walls of my heart and mind, held fast by the family I have in Arx, held fast by the love of friends earned since being here.
For, in this world of white and cold that feels not dead, but alive and wily, a fast and most unrelenting opponent that demands and again demands retreat - how can I yearn for anything but home? For soft sands under bare feet; for hot, black stones at the sea's edge; for brightness and warmth that even night must struggle to overtake? For winding roads and olive trees; for figs and cherries ripe and sweet paired with the most exquisite of brittle and silky cheeses on our own fresh-baked bread, drizzled with fragrant honey and olive oil?
And yet, though it grieves me to know my dear cousin also yearns for home, he is here, and has - perhaps unbeknownst to him - brought so much of home /with him/. I find myself falling into habits of speech so readily in his presence that they cling to me, even after we have departed, one from the other and I nearly forget that others, here, will not know or understand me. I find, with him, a sense of 'gioia' that never leaves; and the strength of my heart growing, now that my 'Tato' is in the city.
There is not a one among my family whom my heart does not adore; but there is one, alone, whose presence faithfully yields pure delight. It takes but a moment, in your presence, Tato, to burn away the coldest of these winter storms.
For, in this world of white and cold that feels not dead, but alive and wily, a fast and most unrelenting opponent that demands and again demands retreat - how can I yearn for anything but home? For soft sands under bare feet; for hot, black stones at the sea's edge; for brightness and warmth that even night must struggle to overtake? For winding roads and olive trees; for figs and cherries ripe and sweet paired with the most exquisite of brittle and silky cheeses on our own fresh-baked bread, drizzled with fragrant honey and olive oil?
And yet, though it grieves me to know my dear cousin also yearns for home, he is here, and has - perhaps unbeknownst to him - brought so much of home /with him/. I find myself falling into habits of speech so readily in his presence that they cling to me, even after we have departed, one from the other and I nearly forget that others, here, will not know or understand me. I find, with him, a sense of 'gioia' that never leaves; and the strength of my heart growing, now that my 'Tato' is in the city.
There is not a one among my family whom my heart does not adore; but there is one, alone, whose presence faithfully yields pure delight. It takes but a moment, in your presence, Tato, to burn away the coldest of these winter storms.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 7, 2019, 2:13 p.m.(2/26/1012 AR)
Relationship Note on Strozza
My charming cousin has joined us in Arx and I am beyond happy. Wherever he goes, he brings a piece of Ostria with him in his perfect genteel manner. Tato, mi topolino dolce: ti amo.
Thank you, Marquessa, Marquis for bringing him to us.
I so adore our family.
Thank you, Marquessa, Marquis for bringing him to us.
I so adore our family.
Written By Dianna
Nov. 1, 2019, 3:50 p.m.(2/14/1012 AR)
A /grand/ event with wonderful costumes and delightful guests. Thank you, again, to the Velenosans for hosting, and for their generosity of gifts.
Written By Dianna
July 6, 2018, 5:31 p.m.(2/22/1009 AR)
In a way, I envy Alessia's easygoing attitude. I think I remember a time when I was more of the same.
Written By Dianna
July 6, 2018, 5:24 p.m.(2/22/1009 AR)
Lovely time at the Ambassador's Lounge three days ago. Drinks and mingling and meeting new people. I met Princess Coraline and Princess Elegana and Melody, a commoner with dreams of becoming a Whisper, as well as Ailith, the palace seraph and Jeffeth, a knight.
Princess Coraline and Melody recounted the story of how they stole a man's pants. Giulio and Elegana went off to a private booth to discuss business
Princess Coraline and Melody recounted the story of how they stole a man's pants. Giulio and Elegana went off to a private booth to discuss business
Written By Dianna
June 27, 2018, 4:39 p.m.(2/4/1009 AR)
Relationship Note on Hadrian
I must find a good time to discuss with Hadrian about House Mazetti's future plans, especially regarding we glaivedancers. He may have a better idea on how to raise the glaivedancers back to their former glory than I do.
Written By Dianna
June 27, 2018, 4:29 p.m.(2/4/1009 AR)
Careless in training this week. I barely landed a hit before Alessia knocked me out with a blow to the neck. I do not resent her. The fault is on me for being...distracted. One is supposed to more careful in training so these sorts of incidents don't happen. I was sure to compliment her on her skill when the medics woke up.
Hadrian watched us duel. One aspect of glaivedancer training that I had to learn young was humility: "Leave your ego at the door." Otherwise, a beginner fighter would constantly feel overwhelmed and intimidated and resentful of the warriors that are more skilled than she is. I am glad I learned this important lesson young. Otherwise, I never would be able to stand the Voice of our House watching me get so easily knocked out.
Recently, however, I find my patience dwindling. I long more than ever to restore our the glaivedancers to their former glory, and I can't very well do that if I'm so careless as to get knocked out in training. Such ego is not good. I must meditate to regain balance.
Hadrian watched us duel. One aspect of glaivedancer training that I had to learn young was humility: "Leave your ego at the door." Otherwise, a beginner fighter would constantly feel overwhelmed and intimidated and resentful of the warriors that are more skilled than she is. I am glad I learned this important lesson young. Otherwise, I never would be able to stand the Voice of our House watching me get so easily knocked out.
Recently, however, I find my patience dwindling. I long more than ever to restore our the glaivedancers to their former glory, and I can't very well do that if I'm so careless as to get knocked out in training. Such ego is not good. I must meditate to regain balance.
Written By Dianna
March 25, 2018, 9:57 p.m.(6/6/1008 AR)
It seems an age since I have set foot in the city of Arx -- and given all that has happened, perhaps it has been. I return to find that, during my time away tending to Ostria, there have been births, and marriages, and deaths. So many, many deaths. It is tempting to say that so much has changed -- but is that really possible, when it seems none of us ever truly know this city at all?
Written By Dianna
Jan. 14, 2018, 10:31 p.m.(12/20/1007 AR)
With so many warriors in Arx, it seems that we forget words can cut just as deeply as blades -- and the wounds they leave behind do not heal so well, or so easily. It is a lesson I regret having to have learned myself.
Written By Dianna
Dec. 31, 2017, 10:37 p.m.(11/16/1007 AR)
In a remarkably short amount of time, I've been insulted a remarkably large number of times, and all by members of the same bloodline -- supposedly unwittingly. Are thick skulls and insincerity inheritable traits?
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