Written By Titania
April 15, 2018, 9:15 p.m.(7/22/1008 AR)
Things are starting to get tuff, its starting to get hard to move about I no longer walk, I waddle. I am not so tired anymore but its more a restlessness now I want to be out moving and doing things but even that I find hard. It is both tiring and exciting!
Written By Titania
March 25, 2018, 5:56 p.m.(6/5/1008 AR)
It has been a while since I have written, I know I know I must do so more often. I find myself glad and yet troubled that the war is over and the pirate king dead. I am very glad to have my husband home safe and I am very thankful he will be able to see his child born, I am happy to have Marquis Malesh, Lady Arianna and Lord Graham home safe as well. But then I sit and I find myself feeling guilty for so many who did not make it home, for the men and woman who gave their lives to keep all safe.
I will specially miss Abbas, many do not know the man he truly was and many will never have that chance. Many saw him for a monster and I saw him as a friend and a teacher. I will forever remember his lessons and his words to me when I first came to Arx, I will always remember Abbas and I hope that perhaps we will meet again and we can have the chance to truly be friends.
From the Ashes
I will specially miss Abbas, many do not know the man he truly was and many will never have that chance. Many saw him for a monster and I saw him as a friend and a teacher. I will forever remember his lessons and his words to me when I first came to Arx, I will always remember Abbas and I hope that perhaps we will meet again and we can have the chance to truly be friends.
From the Ashes
Written By Titania
March 11, 2018, 5:33 p.m.(5/5/1008 AR)
Relationship Note on Gailin
I never thought things would be how they are now, we did not meet under the best ways and keep our courting silent for a while. I had always been scared to think of Marriage and even more so at the thought of leaving my family behind. But here I am not wanting it any other way, my dear husband here we ate expecting our first child. I know that you are a warrior and I would have it no other way but I can not stand at your side this time, please make sure you return to us I need you, we need you.
Written By Titania
Feb. 11, 2018, 10:14 p.m.(2/27/1008 AR)
Going with Marquis Malesh to speak with all the vassals and Banners in Bisland was interesting I had never been to another place other then home and the Thrax Ward. I am happy that our trip was successful and I was able to give aid in doing so.
I also had a wonderful time at the Masquerade! Mistress Petal made me the most bueaiful set to wear, if you are looking for well made and beautiful clothing go see Mistress Petal!
I also had a wonderful time at the Masquerade! Mistress Petal made me the most bueaiful set to wear, if you are looking for well made and beautiful clothing go see Mistress Petal!
Written By Titania
Jan. 20, 2018, 11:47 a.m.(1/3/1008 AR)
Someone else beaten but not left for dead this time, no this time they died. I did not know Marquessa Freja well nor her brother Prince Fergus. But I did have the pleasure of meeting and speaking with Princess Marian, I am sorry for your loss both you and your little one. Sitting here thinking about this and I wonder could this be the same person who beat me and left me for dead? I wish I knew, I wish I could look the coward in their face and tell them. But all I can do now is pray, pray for Justice and pray for healing for their families.
"From the Ashes"
"From the Ashes"
Written By Titania
Jan. 7, 2018, 10:37 p.m.(12/4/1007 AR)
So many things are changing again, soon I will be married the contracts were signed today. Soon I will be Countessa Titania Fireviper, I know this day would come but not in this way. But I am thankful for meeting Count Gailin, I look forward to becoming his wife. I have sat and I have prayed to Mangata and I will continue doing so, his shift sail for us and even if it looks grim we will make it through this. He was held off once before and we can do it again, h is not yet truely free so there is a chance we can make it through this, if he does become free then all is lost.
Written By Titania
Dec. 10, 2017, 9:17 p.m.(10/2/1007 AR)
A beautifully drawing of a rock in the middle of the water with the water in the background, its a close up drawing and on the rock alone sits a signet ring that of house Kennex.
Written By Titania
Oct. 7, 2017, 6:38 p.m.(5/10/1007 AR)
I was brutally attacked recently and was left to die.
Perhaps I wish I had died, it would have made dealing with the shame and guilt that I feel now much easier.
I feel you whom ever you are took something from me and all I want is to visit the sea and to not come back.
To sink deep in the waves to watch the sky be blotted out by the black cold depths of the water.
(This was written during the time of the black sky.)
Perhaps I wish I had died, it would have made dealing with the shame and guilt that I feel now much easier.
I feel you whom ever you are took something from me and all I want is to visit the sea and to not come back.
To sink deep in the waves to watch the sky be blotted out by the black cold depths of the water.
(This was written during the time of the black sky.)
Written By Titania
July 9, 2017, 11:34 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)
So many around me are finding people to be with and getting married, why do I find that this makes me feel lonely? I do not wish to say that I am jealous because I am not but I do not know why something that scares me makes me feel so alone. Perhaps my dear friends words to me were correct I need to harden my self and tuff the Fuck up.
Written By Titania
July 9, 2017, 11:27 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)
The past few weeks I have been thinking of many things, I have been thinking about how I was when I was back home and how I have become here in Arx. The changes and chances I have taken and made in my life. I was always scared of marriage of spending my life with someone I did not know, someone that may or may not love me as time goes on. It all scares me very much till today. I ready my cousins words and they made me feel better maybe know that I am not the only one who feels that way and perhaps it maybe time to start searching. I thought, I thought I may had found that someone but things do not always work out as you want them too. I have grown in my sword play and how I view things around me, with Mangata's help I will someday be like them and I will fit in and they will see me for who I am.
Written By Titania
June 26, 2017, 12:12 a.m.(9/22/1006 AR)
I only wish it could be different you and I
I wish we could be one and not worry about the world
But such is not in our stars and I feel my heart shattering
I tasted the salt in her tears and felt them on my skin
Perhaps it is better this way perhaps there is more to me then even I know
I just hope in what ever happens
That you find that happiness and change you are looking for.
I wish we could be one and not worry about the world
But such is not in our stars and I feel my heart shattering
I tasted the salt in her tears and felt them on my skin
Perhaps it is better this way perhaps there is more to me then even I know
I just hope in what ever happens
That you find that happiness and change you are looking for.
Written By Titania
June 23, 2017, 8:28 p.m.(9/17/1006 AR)
Things change day to day that is the way of life and make no mistake things are changing and I find myself changing with them as well. I use to be frightened of change, of growing into a woman to leave home and not be able to sit at the docks and watch the ships come in and out. I was scared of coming to Arx, scared of what changes it would bring and what it meant to be here.
But in the last couple of weeks I have grown more, I have found myself going to pray to Maganta more and in doing so I have felt a calm come over me to accept who I have become since I came to Arx. I have grown stronger, I have become stronger in my faith and a bit braver as well. I look forward to see what further changes will come to be.
But in the last couple of weeks I have grown more, I have found myself going to pray to Maganta more and in doing so I have felt a calm come over me to accept who I have become since I came to Arx. I have grown stronger, I have become stronger in my faith and a bit braver as well. I look forward to see what further changes will come to be.
Written By Titania
June 19, 2017, 1:07 p.m.(9/6/1006 AR)
So many thing to write about I have fallen behind in my writings.
I have recently learned to shoot a bow, I know I am suppose to be a diplomat and I am do not fear that but I also wanted a way to protect myself and my loved ones should something happen. I am not a expert but I do plan on getting better if there should be someone out there willing to help me.
I have found myself not being as shy around people I see everyday that in its self is a miracle.
I have also found myself drawn to Mangata's shrine a lot as of late, I find sitting and watching the fish in the pond to be very relaxing. I feel safe there, I feel safer there then I do in a lot of places in Arx.
I found myself in the middle of the attack on the king, everything happened so fast, I was there with Dutchess Tyde, Duke Grimhall and Prince Abbas Thrax. I was hurt but not like some who was in the thick of fighting and we even lost someone.
So I think I have caught everyone up for the moment.
By Mangata's silvered veil!
I have recently learned to shoot a bow, I know I am suppose to be a diplomat and I am do not fear that but I also wanted a way to protect myself and my loved ones should something happen. I am not a expert but I do plan on getting better if there should be someone out there willing to help me.
I have found myself not being as shy around people I see everyday that in its self is a miracle.
I have also found myself drawn to Mangata's shrine a lot as of late, I find sitting and watching the fish in the pond to be very relaxing. I feel safe there, I feel safer there then I do in a lot of places in Arx.
I found myself in the middle of the attack on the king, everything happened so fast, I was there with Dutchess Tyde, Duke Grimhall and Prince Abbas Thrax. I was hurt but not like some who was in the thick of fighting and we even lost someone.
So I think I have caught everyone up for the moment.
By Mangata's silvered veil!
Written By Titania
June 12, 2017, 12:02 a.m.(8/19/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Abbas
I will admit when I first came to Arx and I was told of him I was scarred of him, a Thrax Warlord and Prince he has a very hard shell. But there is something else there as well. I got to see some of the other side of the man even got into a drinking contest with him. I would feel safe with him any day protecting me and mine. Oh and by the way I won the contest.
Written By Titania
June 10, 2017, 2:39 p.m.(8/17/1006 AR)
It has been a interesting time finding myself here in Arx, I have been discovering things out about myself that I did not think was ever in me. I have always had my nose in the books, always under the teachings of my cousins to become a diplomat. I find that slowly I am finding myself and even as scary as it maybe I find it exciting and interesting I am glad that Marquis Ford and Lady Octavia are here with me.
Written By Titania
June 4, 2017, 11:26 p.m.(8/4/1006 AR)
I had a fun time at the pool battle boat part, I got to meet new people and that is always fun to do.
Written By Titania
June 2, 2017, 12:17 p.m.(7/27/1006 AR)
Thank you Mangata for letting things play out better then I thought they would and thank you Sentinel for letting Justice be done.
Written By Titania
May 23, 2017, 11:21 p.m.(7/8/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Max
I had a nice walk on the beach with Count Darkwater, it had been a long time since I have skipped stones across the water. It was pleasant, I was sad to see he had to leave and go back to the Isles. I do hope he comes back soon I would like another walk with him.
Written By Titania
May 21, 2017, 10:43 p.m.(7/4/1006 AR)
Every day I find that I amhappy I came to Arx at the request of my dear cousins Lady Octavia and Marquis Ford.
Written By Titania
May 21, 2017, 9:29 p.m.(7/4/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Edward
Being new I have tried my best to meet as many new people as I can and I have done so. But here recently I meet Lord Edward, our first meeting was not a very long one as he was looking for Lady Octavia but today I went out to the ramparts to truly see the damage, I was heart broken at what I saw, the destruction and devastation. This is where I meet him again, we sat and spoke longer this time I find myself growing fond of him even though we have only meet a few times and I look forward to speaking with him again.
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