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Written By Raja

Jan. 8, 2023, 7:47 p.m.(3/11/1019 AR)

I can't help but to notice that crime has increased in the Lowers. There is more theft. There are more fires. There are more fights and general thuggery. Thing is, the folk of the Lowers don't typically do this to themselves. So, I am beginning to feel that it is something different. Something trying to cause strife amongst the denizens of the Lowers. I will get to the bottom of it. I will likely have to punch in a few teeth if my suspicions are correct.

Written By Raja

Jan. 8, 2023, 7:43 p.m.(3/11/1019 AR)

So I have decided to search for an apprentice. Pass on the knowledge that Felix bestowed upon me. Though, smithing whether it be working in weapons, jewelry, or armor is rather hard work. So, I honestly don't have a long line of people out my door seeking apprenticeship. I seek to better my craft, but have hit a wall. I am going to have get more creative in my endeavors to improve further. Perhaps I should start looking outside of Arx for help. This could be fun!

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Nov. 21, 2022, 7:30 p.m.(11/27/1018 AR)

You know? I am beginning to think I should just keep my butt at home. The world is so weird.

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Nov. 4, 2022, 11:20 a.m.(9/8/1018 AR)

For over a year now, there has been talk of rebuilding the main road that leads from the Pravus district to the docks and then up to the Visitor's Gates. It can be a good thing! It will allow ease of goods to flow to the city and through the Lowers. It will provide a bit more safety for people coming and going. However, I get concerned. When something too nice happens in the Lowers, then the richer folk move in and push out those who lived there before. Then where do those people go? So, I have been dragging my feet with this project. I have spoken with powers that be and been assured that under no circumstance would something like that be allowed. I know they have a good heart and mean what they say, but I do not think that others will have the same ideas. Change is hard. Sometimes it is difficult to know what the right decision is.

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Nov. 4, 2022, 11:11 a.m.(9/8/1018 AR)

This moon thing is very unnerving. Why is it out in the day? Why is it turning /red/? Sometimes I get tired of feeling as if we are just pawns in a bigger game played by entities of great power. On the bright side, it does seem to keep everything interesting. But, sometimes bloke just wants a normal plain life. I just don't think a normal life is in the cards for this generation.

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Nov. 1, 2022, 7:54 p.m.(9/3/1018 AR)

I don't usually write things about this, but it has been on my mind. I have a silly crush. I do. It's weird because I can put myself in the /most dangerous/ of situations, but when it comes to situations like this, I am a downright coward. I even went so far as to have a gift commissioned! I still stare at the gift, my anxiety tells me that I am stupid. Why do I think that? Well, our paths may intersect, but they are not exactly parallel. We lead different lives. Besides, I have kids! A lot of people can get scared by that. But I hear they are great with kids.. Ugh. I am so stupid. I should just throw this gift away and go drown in a bottle of whiskey. Whiskey never dissapoints.

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Oct. 19, 2022, 11:38 a.m.(8/4/1018 AR)

I have struggled for years regarding who I am versus what others expect me to be. There were times that I felt that I had no choice in who I was. People have advised me time and time again that I had a choice as to who or what I am. Well, for the longest of time, I did not believe them. So, I did grand things to be more than what I perceived myself to be. I needed to prove that I am something more.

You ever hear the phrase "Fake it till you make it?" I finally believe it. Not just in my head all logical like, but I believe it in my heart. I get to choose who I am. Feck anyone who tries to tell me otherwise.

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Oct. 19, 2022, 10:59 a.m.(8/4/1018 AR)

So, I went to the Iron Guard meeting a little while back when they made it public. I listened to their plans. Then, I reminded them of the history of abuse and of their very own Lyseander Craw. I witnessed two kids be murdered by them. Well, I say kids, but more like young adults. Kids compared to some of us. Anyways, the two had simply picked the pocket of some silk that had come to the Lowers. So, Craw's goons killed the kids and Craw took the purse from them, pocketing it for himself. Anyways, I reminded them of the atrocities performed by their own hands.

Now, they made me their liaison between the people and them. I am not sure what to think of this newfound responsibility.

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Aug. 24, 2022, 11:52 a.m.(4/4/1018 AR)

You know, being the owner of a shop, I see a LOT of weird stuff! I have seen bones from various creatures, a request for a mace fashioned to look like some weird fruit from way down south, and some things that I am not going to write here. All I have to say is that the imagination and deviation of people in this city knows no bounds. I love it.

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Aug. 21, 2022, 10:42 p.m.(3/27/1018 AR)

Is there any safe place anymore? I guess there are only "less dangerous" places. Someone mentioned Southport being relatively safe. Im dubious. Anyways, I intend to visit it at some point.

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July 30, 2022, 10:56 a.m.(2/10/1018 AR)

Even though the battle was lost, I am honored to witness some of the bravest moments I have ever laid my eyes upon. There were many courageous people out there, but there is one moment that stood above the rest for me. Even while we were being boarded by an enemy vessel, I could not help but to observe the glory of the ship named Candlelight, led by Lord Wash Kennex himself! Even though several houses have begun their retreat after heavy losses, some remained, Wash Kennex was one of them. Even though pitch and tar were lobbed on his ship and firey arrows sailed into his vessel, Wash Kennex fought on. Most people would call the ship as lost and abandon ship. Not Wash Kennex! That salty bastard turned his ship and drove it towards the enemy fleet! It was glorious, even if in the end the Candlelight was lost. I am not sure how, but the man survived all that. It was am honor to witness such bravery.

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July 30, 2022, 10:39 a.m.(2/10/1018 AR)

We lost the battle, but in the end, we will not loose this war. I am not one who is used to defeat. I admit, I am angry and this fuels me. Those oppresive, slaving, arses will get their just dessert.

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July 29, 2022, 10:22 p.m.(2/9/1018 AR)

I refuse to let my children be raised in a world where slavery or thralldom is welcome. I will fight it tooth and nail.

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July 25, 2022, 5:52 p.m.(1/26/1018 AR)

Relationship Note on Ravna

He taught me so much. I admit that I miss him, but I hope the winds are treating him well in his travels.

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June 4, 2022, 6:39 p.m.(10/9/1017 AR)

People of the Lowers often get looked down upon. They get underestimated and waved off. However, in my experience, it is those who are the lowest that are the most resourceful. We face worse odds, yet still pull through. We don't have armies or fleets. But, we have each other. When we come together, we are a force to be reckoned with.

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May 29, 2022, 9:09 p.m.(9/25/1017 AR)

I came to a realization that I don't really enjoy doing comissions. They stress me to no end! I am making something for someone else and worried about capturing that person in each piece I create. What I discovered is that I find it truly fulfilling to work /alongside/ a person to create their masterpiece! If that person puts their hand and soul into the weapon or their piece of armor, then it becomes something far more valuable than silver. It becomes a /part/ of them. The piece develops a soul. I think from now on, that is how I will handle comissions. Oh, this will lead to some interesting stories and pieces.

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May 29, 2022, 9:03 p.m.(9/25/1017 AR)

I have been given the pleasure to work with General Keaton to forge a beautiful new suit of armor. My first love will always be forging weapons, but this suit will be something else. I just hope that it will truly be everything the General will want.

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May 22, 2022, 10:21 p.m.(9/11/1017 AR)

I got to go to the story time hosted in Lover's Park. I didn't really associate with anyone, but I did take away some interesting information from it. My only regret is that I had not been at previous story times. It really made me think about the differences between love and betrayal.

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May 1, 2022, 10:07 p.m.(7/25/1017 AR)

So, why would I fight a giant shark? Well, that is a little bit of a story of itself. I am on a mission to create a most wonderous weapon. I am not going to reveal for who or what it is here. However, when the weapon is made, I am sure it will find great fame! Well, if I don't die in the process of collecting the parts and creating the thing.

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May 1, 2022, 10:06 p.m.(7/25/1017 AR)

I saw the most /giant/ of sharks! I swear it was nearly as big as the boat we sailed in on! The locals had named this creature Squall. It tore up the boat we all had sailed in on, but we survived.. and Squall is dead. No mo merchants or sailors will be devoured by this man-eating beast anymore.

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