Written By Jan
Nov. 24, 2023, 11:26 a.m.(4/2/1021 AR)
Adapting to life as a Lycene will take more adjustment than I initially reckoned
Written By Jan
Nov. 19, 2023, 10:17 p.m.(3/21/1021 AR)
I am officially over Winter. I was coping fine but I am not ready for spring.
Written By Jan
Nov. 12, 2023, 10:33 p.m.(3/7/1021 AR)
I never thought a poetry reading would actually be interesting. I didn't expect most to write their own poetry. I cannot fathom being such a wordsmith and admire those with such a skill. It is strange for me to be the odd one out and my sex to have nothing to do with it.
Written By Jan
Nov. 5, 2023, 11:08 p.m.(2/21/1021 AR)
There are a lot of weddings and births. It's good to see life moving on,.
Written By Jan
Nov. 5, 2023, 8:46 p.m.(2/21/1021 AR)
Met Lianne and Apollo and both seemed lovely. I think I passed the first round of vetting.
Written By Jan
Nov. 4, 2023, 1:03 a.m.(2/17/1021 AR)
I feel like I should be putting my time towards something productive. There is much to do but none of it is mine to do. Nor do those I owe fealty have need. I can't help but feel as if I am wasting time giving.
Written By Jan
Oct. 22, 2023, 10:42 p.m.(1/21/1021 AR)
It still seems strange that Lord Cillian is gone. I should go pay my respects. I wonder if I should pay a visit to his companion.
Written By Jan
Oct. 15, 2023, 10:22 p.m.(1/7/1021 AR)
I fear I made the wrong choice. Next battle I will be where I belong.
Written By Jan
Oct. 13, 2023, 8:04 p.m.(1/3/1021 AR)
I've moved back to the Kay for the moment to ensure I am on hand if there is trouble. I know I don't need to worry about Pasquale but I inevitably will anyway. Up until there's something to worry about then I expect my focus will be solely on my family and fealty.
Written By Jan
Oct. 8, 2023, 8:07 p.m.(12/21/1020 AR)
Pasquale thinks I am being a martyr to blame myself for the grave injury to the man I owe so much to. Maybe he's right but it was my idea and I lead the charge. Who else is there to blame?
Written By Jan
Oct. 8, 2023, 6:20 p.m.(12/21/1020 AR)
My impatience to have a matter concluded has cost the lives of men and women who trusted me with their lives. My desire to have a matter concluded so that I could focus on the matters that menace the city has made me short sighted and my shit planning and impatience has nearly cost Kennex the life of it's sword and my dearest cousin. Even the weight of it, the way I burn to pay penance is selfish. I have failed my house, my soldiers, and my family.
Written By Jan
Oct. 1, 2023, 9:04 p.m.(8/21/1020 AR)
Relationship Note on Pasquale
No one finds my buttons or challenges me the way he does.
Written By Jan
Oct. 1, 2023, 8:54 p.m.(8/21/1020 AR)
IT seems so wrong that in this time when everything's going to turds, everyone else is carrying such heavy burdens. So much darkness and fear abounds but there's nothing I'd ask for myself. The power to aid those who carry those heavy burden, the ability to protect those I love but realistically-I find there's nothing I want for myself.
Written By Jan
Oct. 1, 2023, 6:01 p.m.(8/21/1020 AR)
The more I see of the Prima, the more I admire her. Such a fierceness. I have no doubt she will achieve the ends she's set her sights on and anyone who's wise would do well to stand by her.
Written By Jan
Sept. 30, 2023, 9:04 p.m.(8/19/1020 AR)
So today I proved I will absolutely walk knowingly into a potential trap against better judgement if the right people go. I think I might not be as smart as I assumed that I was. There's much to do in preparation but it's not my preparation to make which is maddening but no doubt as it should be to keep peace in the city.
Written By Jan
Sept. 24, 2023, 9:49 p.m.(8/7/1020 AR)
Almost done with my armor, I hope no one mistakes me for a knight
Written By Jan
Sept. 24, 2023, 9:47 p.m.(8/7/1020 AR)
It seems surreal to get everything I want and get to keep my family.
Written By Jan
Sept. 17, 2023, 9:51 p.m.(7/21/1020 AR)
I miss my soldiers. The daily routine of camp and preparations for war. It makes sense one can't stage armies around the city but I wish I didn't need to leave to get a hand on things on making sure the Cosairs are ready
Written By Jan
Sept. 17, 2023, 7:52 p.m.(7/21/1020 AR)
I really have got to expand my wardrobe. How can I admire his fashion and yet would refuse to wear anything so fine as the fashions he favors?
Written By Jan
Sept. 11, 2023, 7:20 p.m.(7/9/1020 AR)
I got to catch up with Catalana and Wash, it's been far too long. I hadn't realized how much I'd missed her.
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