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Written By Ilira

June 17, 2022, 12:47 a.m.(11/5/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Savio

I'm hot.
Deny me.

Also, this is my favorite ditty of yours in a while and I love how tight the rhymes are! We really should collaborate on poetry as often as we do on insight.

Written By Ilira

June 14, 2022, 9:49 p.m.(11/1/1017 AR)

Love is to the heart
What fire is to the phoenix
And his makes me rise

Written By Ilira

June 7, 2022, 3:24 p.m.(10/14/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Tesha

It doesn't warrant a response beyond a very long, very flat stare, but for the record, they envy you or envy who might marry you. Or they were trying to fill space with a joke and don't know how jokes work. Either way, I pity whoever their spouse is or is to be.

Written By Ilira

May 26, 2022, 1:02 a.m.(9/17/1017 AR)

Writing a song isn't like sewing a dress: when I start, I never know whether I'm working with the beginning, the middle, or the end.

Written By Ilira

May 25, 2022, 3:55 a.m.(9/15/1017 AR)

"Distance is to love as wind is to fire: it extinguishes the small, and kindles the great."
I wish I could take credit for that quote. It's a beautiful little gem of truth, one I carry in my pocket and take out every now and then to share or simply admire. In moments like these, I appreciate its facets all the more.

Written By Ilira

April 23, 2022, 1:45 p.m.(7/8/1017 AR)

Gods, I missed summer.

Written By Ilira

April 17, 2022, 10:55 p.m.(6/25/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Amari

Please, please, please host your ball! I, at least, will always dance, even if I am the only one on the floor!

Written By Ilira

April 16, 2022, 1:46 p.m.(6/22/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Celine

Is this a prompt?
I'll have a cinnamon roll on hand next we meet, fear you not.

Written By Ilira

April 13, 2022, 11:12 p.m.(6/17/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Erik

Not on /my/ ship, you won't!

Written By Ilira

April 7, 2022, 2:56 a.m.(6/3/1017 AR)

I want a dance.

Written By Ilira

April 3, 2022, 3:48 p.m.(5/24/1017 AR)

Such rage and so much love.

Written By Ilira

March 29, 2022, 8:14 p.m.(5/15/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Piccola

You write a lot.

Written By Ilira

March 23, 2022, 3:06 a.m.(5/1/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Titus

That is fabulous. Everyone knows, circles don't have corners!

Written By Ilira

March 17, 2022, 3:54 a.m.(4/17/1017 AR)

Relationship Note on Mabelle

'Indomitable!' I love that word too! It is one of my favorites, next to 'wondrous', 'immaculacy', and 'boundless'--all things I strive to be and encapsulate. I think you do, too!

Written By Ilira

March 8, 2022, 7:34 p.m.(4/1/1017 AR)

Spring!
SPRING!!!

Written By Ilira

Jan. 26, 2022, 3:40 a.m.(1/1/1017 AR)

I feel like I'm coming together.

Written By Ilira

Jan. 20, 2022, 8:19 p.m.(12/19/1016 AR)

Relationship Note on Temira

You are the literal sweetest! I'm serious, candy is jealous. I'm overjoyed to have met you, friend, and look forward to all our future adventures in the ballroom and on the battlefield alike.
And you do look good in red.
Was that morbid?

Written By Ilira

Jan. 9, 2022, 6:56 p.m.(11/25/1016 AR)

One of my greatest fears is loss or lack of control. I know it's an irrational one; we as mortals have never had full control. It should be a lesson, then, that I am at my best when I lose mine.

The dance hosted by Princess Keely was magic. Her Highness, Softest Cesare, and Lord Mattheu all led exquisite demonstrations for their chosen choreography, and I was spellbound to do naught but follow.

It's funny, I am often so tense in social situations--this instance was no exception--at least in the beginning. The hardest part of attending an event is taking myself there. Many folks are surprised when I confess this, and I'm just like, 'Thank goodness, I am not so see-through as I feel!' A smile can be a fabulous mechanism of defense. But last night, mine had no need for artifice.

When I perform, all the tension in my body, heart, and mind releases. I imagine those first steps of a dance to me are what a bird feels when they take flight. Perhaps that's why Lord Rivenshari's dance compelled me deepest. Every dance is an ode to the balance between order and chaos, but the Rivensharis hold a particular proximity to it that manifests breathtakingly in their way of entertainment. The name of that balance is freedom, and I live for it.

All I've left to say to the ones who were there, is thank you. It was a wonder to be free with you.

Written By Ilira

Dec. 21, 2021, 12:02 p.m.(10/14/1016 AR)

I burn.

Written By Ilira

Dec. 1, 2021, 8:38 p.m.(9/3/1016 AR)

He said, "May her sorrows only lead to greater joys," then kissed his coin and threw it into the fountain for me.
What a strange way wishes work.

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