Written By Bliss
Aug. 25, 2019, 1:50 a.m.(9/17/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Tikva
Written By Bliss
Aug. 24, 2019, 6:17 p.m.(9/16/1011 AR)
A strange place for a woman who actually ran away from a marriage to find herself in, one would think.
But that is just it - I had no interest in holding to whatever oaths and vows I would have had to make, and refused to put myself in the situation where I could do so. There was no shame of that that followed me through my life, because I am of common blood. Marriage is not part of my duties, nor will it ever be unless, gods forbid, someone decides to ennoble me. The only time it has seriously come up was an attempt to keep a larger issue contained - and when it fell through, I dropped that part and moved on.
Duty, devotion, and fidelity, these are the elements of Limerance involved in any noble contract. It seems clear to me that the Dominus did not believe those could continue in this case, and that is unfortunate. Thus, I do not comment on the decision to end the union. It was something for which details have been kept behind closed doors, and should likely remain so.
What I will say is to be very careful about the contracts you draft. A woman wiser than I am once told me that if love is the gift of Limerance, then romance must be the work of its reflection.
Do not confuse the two.
They both can be wondrous, fulfilling, amazing things to pursue, leaving you feeling the best - or the worst - that you ever will. But do not write contracts which assume they will last. Do not base your marriage on the happiness you are feeling. Do not tie yourself to another person permanently for something which is often merely temporary. Do not make promises you will not be able to keep, or put in terms that will be so restrictive that they are sure to be broken. Down that path leads heartbreak, upset, ruin.
All of this is far more important if you are part of the nobility. Your marriage is something that is larger than you, and represents a tying of two peoples together, for everything that means. Everything - even your happiness - will be secondary to the duty and the oaths that you have sworn. It is particularly hard for me to imagine what might lead to a divorce when children have already been produced, on top of everything else. At that point? Live in different rooms, lead separate lives unless ceremony requires the appearance of the two of you together, which is a far rarer thing than might be expected.
But your contract is more than you. If happiness were required for a noble marriage to continue, the nobility would be long, long dead.
Written By Bliss
Aug. 18, 2019, 10:37 p.m.(9/5/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Arn
He wouldn't want that. Duke Arn Telmarch was an ornery man who died exactly the way he wanted. That's really all there is to say about it from me. Anything else would disrespect who he was and what he did.
Written By Bliss
Aug. 18, 2019, 4:35 a.m.(9/3/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Cambria
Written By Bliss
Aug. 11, 2019, 2:27 p.m.(8/18/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Shard
Written By Bliss
Aug. 10, 2019, 4:47 p.m.(8/16/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Elloise
A shame that you are doing so much to prove that conception of you wrong.
I think you deserve an opportunity to apologize - first of all, not just to all the Prodigals who have written you, clearly offended by what you have done, but also to those of us in Whisper House, who do everything we can to embrace and heighten this civilization of ours that you so demean, as well as to the entire class of nobility which you have just maligned.
A Prodigal is simply someone who has, through whatever turn of event, chosen to become part of the Compact. To make a better life for themselves than what they had before. The ones who deserve our respect are the ones who are seeking to integrate themselves into our society, to become Arvani as much as they can. There is certainly nothing inherently better about them, particularly when they first get here - because when they first get here, they have so much to learn.
Remember that it is the Compact who have defeated our enemies, which honors the gods, and which fights back. Including Petrichor, which many of your so-called nature-loving shavs have abandoned.
But I have seen some of your journal entries since, and you seem to be doubling down, despite being called out by the very people you are idolizing. Dear, oh, dear. If you want to spend time with the shavs, Baroness Elloise, I do hope you don't seek to be bringing Whitefrost into their fold. Until such time, well, I hope you enjoy learning what rejecting civilization actually feels like.
Written By Bliss
July 28, 2019, 10:48 p.m.(7/19/1011 AR)
But I suppose I will continue to put my goods on sale directly instead.
Written By Bliss
July 14, 2019, 11:23 p.m.(6/18/1011 AR)
It is, in the end, of course, all bullshit.
If a label can be applied to us, we are the ones who are in charge of defining how we express that label, what it means, and how it is put out into the world. For me, the relevant labels are six: Champion, Whisper, Radiant, Lycene, Disciple, and largely the most important one, Bliss. Sometimes, I do not pay attention, and these words - and really, they are just words - sneak up on me, wrap me in chains, and suddenly I feel paralyzed until something happens that makes me lash out and snap them all.
Really, we are the ones who are in control of those chains. They are paper-thin, and while there might be consequences in tearing them apart, the freedom is more than worth it.
Whoever you are, whatever you are doing that is making you feel trapped, find the truth of yourself. Find who you want to be, find how it resonates with you, and be that person. Be more than the labels. A family name, a family motto, these are just guides, they are not codes that completely define who you are and who you must be. Remake yourself, constantly, into something better. Step things up. Be clever.
Or else you will never reach your full potential.
Written By Bliss
July 14, 2019, 10:55 p.m.(6/18/1011 AR)
Here is a tip that I think many people need to learn: If you have to blatantly tell people how good you are at something, you are doing a bad job at selling it, particularly if it is something that is more subtle. Let your reputations speak for themselves. The rest of us will sit over here, pat you on the head, and tell you how very special and right you are just because we don't want to hear any more of it.
Written By Bliss
July 14, 2019, 9:25 a.m.(6/17/1011 AR)
Being predictable is quite close, though.
Written By Bliss
July 7, 2019, 11:58 p.m.(6/4/1011 AR)
Still adorable.
Still an asshole.
Written By Bliss
July 1, 2019, 12:09 a.m.(5/18/1011 AR)
Written By Bliss
July 1, 2019, 12:07 a.m.(5/18/1011 AR)
I just really want to go out and have a drink. I should do that soon, within the next week.
Written By Bliss
June 24, 2019, 12:48 p.m.(5/5/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Maja
Written By Bliss
June 23, 2019, 11:23 p.m.(5/4/1011 AR)
The hard work of so many is what made it happen, and to stand in it takes your breath away. The world needs places like this, places of civilization and beauty, places to remind us what we struggle so hard for. What we can be.
So it begins.
Written By Bliss
June 20, 2019, 10:05 p.m.(4/26/1011 AR)
Written By Bliss
June 14, 2019, 3:53 p.m.(4/14/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Arcadia
After what Flopsy did this morning to the bolts of seatouched wool I am having prepared, I desperately needed that laugh.
Written By Bliss
June 12, 2019, 6:06 p.m.(4/10/1011 AR)
Relationship Note on Ahmar
Of those, I am not quite so certain why you would be rather insistent on having them. Generally they have very dark history or are very dangerous. If the source is what I think it is? All the more reason for concern.
Written By Bliss
June 9, 2019, 11:32 p.m.(4/4/1011 AR)
Don't feel bad. Die having fun if that's where you end up.
Written By Bliss
June 9, 2019, 11:29 p.m.(4/4/1011 AR)
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