Written By Arcelia
March 11, 2017, 5:30 p.m.(1/26/1006 AR)
Since I was a girl I have always known the glamour of the world. The cool feeling of silk caressing my body was always lovely and the vibrant colors majestic. I enjoyed most the parties where I could dress up and make my dresses twirl around me. I felt untouchable, no one cared that I danced and enjoyed myself every day.
What they did care about was the mud. Oh how my mother hated the mud but there is something to be said about dancing in the mud and wet sand and letting all that pretty fabric get wet and heavy. Dancing becomes different, the way you have to move to carry the extra weight changes, and water, mud, and sand flies about everywhere as you twirl. I have learned to wear less expensive dresses while I engage in mud-covered dances but even as an adult I love to play in the mud.
Back when I was a child I was not the most attractive little thing. I had wiry hair and was missing teeth, I disliked combs and baths, and all I wanted to do was play. And that was mostly what I was allowed to do back then. But eventually that part of my childhood had to come to an end and I had to learn the more refined arts of being a noble woman.
I never desired to pick up a sword, though I have once or twice, rather I have had a desire to play and explore. Sadly, that is risky but I wonder? is socializing, being a diplomat, and searching for a husband any safer? Any less risky? I wonder sometimes, the waters I swim often seem shark infested but there are still some beautiful starfish and shells worth reaching out to.
What they did care about was the mud. Oh how my mother hated the mud but there is something to be said about dancing in the mud and wet sand and letting all that pretty fabric get wet and heavy. Dancing becomes different, the way you have to move to carry the extra weight changes, and water, mud, and sand flies about everywhere as you twirl. I have learned to wear less expensive dresses while I engage in mud-covered dances but even as an adult I love to play in the mud.
Back when I was a child I was not the most attractive little thing. I had wiry hair and was missing teeth, I disliked combs and baths, and all I wanted to do was play. And that was mostly what I was allowed to do back then. But eventually that part of my childhood had to come to an end and I had to learn the more refined arts of being a noble woman.
I never desired to pick up a sword, though I have once or twice, rather I have had a desire to play and explore. Sadly, that is risky but I wonder? is socializing, being a diplomat, and searching for a husband any safer? Any less risky? I wonder sometimes, the waters I swim often seem shark infested but there are still some beautiful starfish and shells worth reaching out to.
Written By Arcelia
March 5, 2017, 9:16 p.m.(1/14/1006 AR)
Estaban, my brother, arrived in town recently. Sadly, he is having trouble adjusting to the idea of me having a romantic life as well as the idea of me searching for a suitor. I his head has about spun off his shoulders every time the subject has been brought up. He is a good man, a loving brother... I am sure he will eventually come to terms with the fact that I am a grown woman now, not his kid sister.
Written By Arcelia
March 5, 2017, 9:13 p.m.(1/14/1006 AR)
My efforts to get involved in the community and assist in the city are starting to move. I spoke with Moira Grayhope about working with her and coordinate my efforts in a way that has maximum effect. I also joined Heart in Hand, a new organization I look forward to working with.
Written By Arcelia
March 5, 2017, 9:11 p.m.(1/14/1006 AR)
I have become a student to Duke Hadrian Malvici. He was kind enough to accept my request to be further schooled so that I may become a better diplomat. I look forward to learning from him, he has always been kind to me.
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 22, 2017, 6:59 p.m.(12/20/1005 AR)
I enjoy the mornings greatly, the feeling of the young sun on my face reminds me of my family's embrace. I enjoy the night because the sky looks like a blanket of hope. But what I enjoy most is the company of those I love, whether they are friends or family. I often feel my own youth and naievity but it cannot be helped. Some people come into your life to help teach you an array of lessons and we can either accept those people and the lessons they have to offer or we can choose to foolishly deny ourselves the opportunities given.
So many people complain about what they do not have but they do not seek to use what they do have. They see the door that was crafted with the most skill and pursue it above all else and miss that there is a window behind the tattered curtains to their left. My life may not always be glamorous but it is mine and I will not waste it.
Today I invited Lord Ford Kennex to meet with me and he was kind to stand for me when he believed I was being insulted. The individual who he thought insulted me and himself both have a place in my life, one more than the other, and each had at least one lesson for me today.
From Lord Kennex I learned that I have a new friend who will rise and defend me, that armor does not matter if you cannot move in it, and you should always act with a cool head when weapons are involved. (I knew that last part already, really, but a reminder never hurts.)
From the other individual I learned that I can maintain some measure of calm around people I find difficult to be around. That even when in the past I have felt insulted I can turn around and instead of being cruel I can offer kindness. Instead of yelling and screaming I can offer a lesson of my own and I can do this all without compromising my integrity.
I am forever humbled by the world wrapped around me and I am forever bound to everyone by the world. Each word I speak can spread on wings of hope or waves of poison. What I learn and how I affect the world around me is not always within my control but it is within my control to continue to try. And so I will.
So many people complain about what they do not have but they do not seek to use what they do have. They see the door that was crafted with the most skill and pursue it above all else and miss that there is a window behind the tattered curtains to their left. My life may not always be glamorous but it is mine and I will not waste it.
Today I invited Lord Ford Kennex to meet with me and he was kind to stand for me when he believed I was being insulted. The individual who he thought insulted me and himself both have a place in my life, one more than the other, and each had at least one lesson for me today.
From Lord Kennex I learned that I have a new friend who will rise and defend me, that armor does not matter if you cannot move in it, and you should always act with a cool head when weapons are involved. (I knew that last part already, really, but a reminder never hurts.)
From the other individual I learned that I can maintain some measure of calm around people I find difficult to be around. That even when in the past I have felt insulted I can turn around and instead of being cruel I can offer kindness. Instead of yelling and screaming I can offer a lesson of my own and I can do this all without compromising my integrity.
I am forever humbled by the world wrapped around me and I am forever bound to everyone by the world. Each word I speak can spread on wings of hope or waves of poison. What I learn and how I affect the world around me is not always within my control but it is within my control to continue to try. And so I will.
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 22, 2017, 6:32 p.m.(12/20/1005 AR)
Beyond the silk cloth that sparkles like the night sky are many people who suffer from far more than the war coming to the city. People starve while we have an abundance of food at our tables, people grow ill and have no money for medicine, and winter comes when many do not have a roof and fire to protect them. I was born into some wealth but I have never been blind to the suffering of others. I have helped as much as I have been able in the past but now I must begin anew and find my place again. I must remind myself that as a noble woman I have a responsibility to aid people and help them grow. Sometimes people need a hand to help lift them up again and their lives can be greatly improved by the ones who give them the chance. It is a challenge I face but I will face it with shoulders held high and I will not turn away from those in need.
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 22, 2017, 6:25 p.m.(12/20/1005 AR)
I have not been in Arx long but already I have much to do. First there is the party that is being planned so that I can be introduced to the many nobles in the city. I look forward to what is planned but most specifically I look forward to dancing with them. There is so much violence around us all right now that I am hoping a bit of wine and dance will help people remember what they are fighting for.
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 19, 2017, 4:14 p.m.(12/14/1005 AR)
My first days in Arx have been difficult only in that I must begin again. I must look inward now and determine how I can reflect myself upon the city. Where is my assistance most needed and how can I help? I am no warrior but that does not mean I will not fight for the people and attempt to send waves of Hope rippling outward. Without Hope how can we find courage in the dark?
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 16, 2017, 1:04 p.m.(12/8/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Ford
Arcelia's chill buddy.
Written By Arcelia
Feb. 16, 2017, 12:55 p.m.(12/8/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Kima
Arcelia's cousin.
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